Jun 03, 2005 09:09
i've been crying all night and i highly doubt you even have any clue how badly you have hurt me for sooooooooo long. i'm upset mostly because i feel so used and feel like just another "dumb skank". i really do care about you, but i dont feel the same in return sometimes, or maybe you don't realize what i'm feeling i dunno. its partially my fault for never saying anyting. but i just want you to know that i know about EVERYTHING, and it just made me feel stupid and cheap, i know you probably didn't intend for me to get hurt, but unfortunately shit happens. its okay now tho because i found someone who i think would be good for me :) and i'm excited for this. i still love you and your one of my best friends, but you just really hurt me and i hate this right now. talking about stuff would prolly make things better...but love you and bye for a few days.
p.s. camden i'll miss you!!! were playing lots when i get back kay?!
bye kids...see you all in ten days.