Sep 26, 2005 12:20
It's a nice rainy day today, as it's been for the last three days or so. It's been sweet. I have my second appointment with Barry the therapist today at three-thirty and my dad will be finished work early so he's going to take me there and pick me up. Hopefully after I'm done I'll be able to get a hold of Chad and dad can take me to buy some ganja. Lmao I never say ganja. But anyway, hopefully I can get some today because I'm smoking my very last bowl right now. Hahaha I'm trying to preserve it so I've been smoking it for like, twenty minutes already and I'm still not done. Woah I'm cool. But yeah, I better be able to get a hold of them. Chad and Kaelee are moving on October first, into like a duplex/apartment building with Kaelee's mom, and I think her little sister too. So I guess I'll be going there every week instead of good old Chad's house near Adalade school. Strange.
So I guess I have about two and a half hours to kill before I have to go. I'm so fucking bored. All I have to do is get dressed after and I have fucking nothing to do right now. I'm like ..party stoned and I have half a bowl left, I don't even know if I feel like smoking it but I might as well because am I going to come home and finish it later? Pffft it's half a freaking bowl. That's it. Ahh god fuck I'm so restless, can you tell? Hugggghhhh sigh.
Maybe it's good I have that appointment today. I'm wonder how it's going to go. I think we covered all the basic stuff last time because he asked me so many questions. So I'm wondering where that leads us to now, and what he's going to ask since we went through a lot last time. Hmmmm.
I guess I'll go. Why does the restless face look so happy and chitter-chattery?