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so today was eventful i say. went to school and im starting to hate a few kids there a lot. and the kids i dont know i just assume are trying to steal from me. but it could be the ones that i know and they are just fucks like that. its sad that i get along better with the adults than pretty much all of the kids there. just a few exceptions but still. i really cant wait to go back to rincon and do that business. hotdamn. well i duno if its going back to rincon or just going back to something that is familiar. but everything is so different now i really do not know if i will enjoy it nearly as much as i believe i am. ill just get out of it what i do i guess. hm so i cant wait to finally start doing the kinda things i have planned right now. and if all goes well next semester will be semi easy. its weird thinking that after this last year i will possibly never see any of the people i have once called friends again. i guess i shoudl be sad but what am i really missing out on. none of my friends have really done much for me lately and i guess ive just come to realize that i dont need them anymore. yeah i do miss how things were and it is nice to have someone to lean on and just kinda let go with. but my view on the whole friend situation has changed a couple times so i duno its possible for me to think something completely different in a few months. and im not saying that i hate my friends or that i dont have ant true friends because i know i do. and they know that and shouldnt have to have me flat out say it. but just blah... like blah filler type people i surround myself with. hmph