Day 51
Talking to kittie kat online. I am going to put our convosation on my entry today when we are done talking because I want to rember it.
Dark Triumph: Better than I expected.
xSkaterGirl01x: did you take any one like phil or was it just your family
Dark Triumph: I took Phill, and then it was just my family.
xSkaterGirl01x: that is cool
xSkaterGirl01x: i got my skirt today
xSkaterGirl01x: and handcuffs
xSkaterGirl01x: fluffy ones
xSkaterGirl01x: :: wink wink::
xSkaterGirl01x: you an only imagine
xSkaterGirl01x: lol
xSkaterGirl01x: i did not go over marks today i could not find it
Dark Triumph: poor Jessic
Dark Triumph: *Jessica
xSkaterGirl01x: and jeremy is not home right now i called and his sis said he is gone for the weekend
Dark Triumph: Probably still at Mark's.
xSkaterGirl01x: yeah
xSkaterGirl01x: i have no way to get a hold of him
xSkaterGirl01x: lol
xSkaterGirl01x: and today was my last free day
xSkaterGirl01x: now i work
xSkaterGirl01x: lol
Dark Triumph: :\
xSkaterGirl01x: i hope the 1st day i work jeremy comes up there around 4:00 4:30 when i get off so we can hang out but i dont think that is going to happen
Dark Triumph: Why don't you ask him to then?
xSkaterGirl01x: b/c it would be like i am controling what he does and i dont want to make him think he cant see his friends
xSkaterGirl01x: the weekends is the only time he gets to see his friends
xSkaterGirl01x: brb
Dark Triumph: okay
Dark Triumph: Um.. you're not controlling him.. If you don't take some kind of initiative, then how are you two supposed to see each other?
xSkaterGirl01x: well he makes plans all the time
xSkaterGirl01x: and i dont really want to fuck them up
Dark Triumph: Why don't you for once?
xSkaterGirl01x: i dont want him to get mad at me
Dark Triumph: Okay then.
xSkaterGirl01x: i see him but i have to give him a weeks notice so he wont plan any thing
xSkaterGirl01x: i think he is doing something this weekend any way so i proble wont ask him to come up to see me
Dark Triumph: Okie dokie.
xSkaterGirl01x: so what is new
Dark Triumph: I get to take Driver's Ed.
xSkaterGirl01x: when
Dark Triumph: I'm in a chipper mood.
xSkaterGirl01x: lol!! ok
Dark Triumph: I have to call and get information.
Dark Triumph: I'm in a chipper mood because today wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be.
xSkaterGirl01x: cool i have to call about that too
xSkaterGirl01x: so what happend that made you so happy about today besides drivers ed
xSkaterGirl01x: i have a question!
Dark Triumph: It wasn't just the Driver's Ed.
Dark Triumph: It was the fact that my birthday didn't suck ass for once.
Dark Triumph: Yeah?
xSkaterGirl01x: i am glad you had a great b-day i hope it was a blast like mine was. lol!! ummm not to make you mad or any thing but do you ummm how do i say it i for got it oe min............. do you tell phil you want to see him or does he just see you all the time? does he hang out with his friends too or does he hang out with his friends and you at the same time?
Dark Triumph: Phill and I ask each other to hang out.
xSkaterGirl01x: ok
xSkaterGirl01x: i think it is cute on how you guys see eachother all the time
Dark Triumph: He comes over every morning, and we hang out after school every day. We give each other time to hang out with other friends, but that's most likely because one of us has something important to do.
Dark Triumph: If friends hang out, we invite each other, but of course ask the people if it's okay.
Dark Triumph: Yeah, well, if you want to see Jeremy more, here's a little something: relationships work through communication on both ends.
xSkaterGirl01x: lol
Dark Triumph: Jeremy won't mind if you ask him to hang out one day.
xSkaterGirl01x: i talk enough for the both of us but when i ask something he has to go for a min or he falls asleep
xSkaterGirl01x: but sometimes i dont forget
Dark Triumph: And if you think he makes plans weeks ahead, that's not true. He comes over to my house out of the blue sometimes.
xSkaterGirl01x: and i ask him but he is busy and that is the end of it usually
xSkaterGirl01x: then we movie on to the next day
Dark Triumph: Phill and I share a lot of the same interests, so it's easier for us to decide what to do. lol
xSkaterGirl01x: well he plans stuff with sara and josh and the other josh and mark and jeremy and dj and every one through out the week and on weekends he is not home i have to call around to find out where he is
Dark Triumph: Sometimes that pisses people off.
xSkaterGirl01x: what
Dark Triumph: x.x;
xSkaterGirl01x: you and phil sharing intreasts
Dark Triumph: Calling around and stuff to find him.
xSkaterGirl01x: yeah
xSkaterGirl01x: but that is ok
xSkaterGirl01x: if he wants to get a hold of me it does not take any affort so i just try to find him so it gives me something to do
Dark Triumph:
xSkaterGirl01x: or i just think he forgets my #
xSkaterGirl01x: witch he does
xSkaterGirl01x: lol
xSkaterGirl01x: it is programed on his phone that is why he dont no it
Dark Triumph: If he wants you to know where he is, then he'll take the time to call you.
xSkaterGirl01x: that is never so
xSkaterGirl01x: he does not want me to no where he is?
xSkaterGirl01x: like yesterday i did not no he was over your house till i called you
Dark Triumph: He likes hanging out with his friends. His friends are like brothers and sisters to him.
xSkaterGirl01x: i wanted to hang out or something
Dark Triumph: No, he was trying to get a hold of you for Mark for Felicia.
xSkaterGirl01x: yeah
xSkaterGirl01x: i could not get a hold of felisha
xSkaterGirl01x: i tried
xSkaterGirl01x: oh how bad did he drink yesterday
xSkaterGirl01x: i proble wont talk to him tonight
xSkaterGirl01x: so i am just going to ask you stuff
Dark Triumph: You'd have to talk to him about that one.
Dark Triumph: That's unfair to me.
xSkaterGirl01x: what
Dark Triumph: Because it pisses me off, no offence.
Dark Triumph: *offense
xSkaterGirl01x: it is ok
xSkaterGirl01x: what us not talking tonight or him drinking
Dark Triumph: See, you're scared of asking him stuff, so you go around that and you talk to his friends.
xSkaterGirl01x: he is not home for me to ask him
xSkaterGirl01x: i ask him shit all the time
xSkaterGirl01x: i even ask him where he is going sometimes he tells me but he ends up somewhere else
xSkaterGirl01x: so then i call around to find him
Dark Triumph: With our group of friends, we ALWAYS end up somewhere else.
xSkaterGirl01x: i only call around when i have something important to tell him
xSkaterGirl01x: yeah
xSkaterGirl01x: that is whuy i dont even ask any more
xSkaterGirl01x: that is why i just call
Dark Triumph: But you see, that gets unfair to people like Dan.
Dark Triumph: We call him all of the time.
xSkaterGirl01x: no i call harmon
xSkaterGirl01x: and highfield
xSkaterGirl01x: i never call dan any more
xSkaterGirl01x: or you
xSkaterGirl01x: or well i think that is it
xSkaterGirl01x: i dont no any where else he could be
xSkaterGirl01x: lol
xSkaterGirl01x: well marks but he has no phone
Dark Triumph: Maybe he needs to invest in some kind of cell phone for himself.
Dark Triumph: Or a pager./
xSkaterGirl01x: yeah
xSkaterGirl01x: i should buy him one
xSkaterGirl01x: only for me to get a hodl of him though
xSkaterGirl01x: lol
Dark Triumph: I'm buying Phill a chain wallet with my first paycheck. He loses his wallet all of the time.
xSkaterGirl01x: lol
xSkaterGirl01x: i am going to buy jeremy a x-box
Dark Triumph: He doesn't have one yet?
xSkaterGirl01x: no
xSkaterGirl01x: he has playstation 2
xSkaterGirl01x: and then i will get him halo
xSkaterGirl01x: it will be great
xSkaterGirl01x: i have to go on wednesday to pick up his gutiar stand that i got him a while ago i ordered it b/c they where out and they finaly got it in unless they are not in yet that will piss me off though
xSkaterGirl01x: do you think i am scared to ask jeremy stuff?
Dark Triumph: I think so.
Dark Triumph: You think he has plans all of the time.
xSkaterGirl01x: he kind of does.
xSkaterGirl01x: i ask if he does he says what he is doing so then i dont even bother to ask
xSkaterGirl01x: i dont no if that makes me scared or not but that is all i no
xSkaterGirl01x: what do you think i should do? i thought that if he says he has plans just to not even bother saying any thing after that b/c it wont change his mind any way.
Dark Triumph: You know, I don't know what you shoul do.
Dark Triumph: *should
xSkaterGirl01x: brb
Dark Triumph: k
xSkaterGirl01x: ok i am back
Dark Triumph: w00t
xSkaterGirl01x: lol
xSkaterGirl01x: if he calls tonight should i ask him about comming to see me after work on saturday
Dark Triumph: yes you should
xSkaterGirl01x: ok i will
xSkaterGirl01x: he soposted to go to the store with me today
xSkaterGirl01x: to help me pick out my paints for work and to look at the skirt i got from the mall
xSkaterGirl01x: but he dident
Dark Triumph: I'm sorry.
xSkaterGirl01x: so that is why i am going to tell him once he says yes not to ditch me lol. i am going to remind him every day. i am not mad that he did not come i am mad that he did not tell me he was not going to come. but i am not that mad
xSkaterGirl01x: i am just a little upset
xSkaterGirl01x: well not even that i really dont care that much b/c he needed to see mark. mark is a cool guy
Dark Triumph: mark needed help moving in and so did his parents.
xSkaterGirl01x: i am happy he got to spend time with his little brother and his son and his uncle and his nephew
xSkaterGirl01x: i no
xSkaterGirl01x: brb
xSkaterGirl01x: ok i am back
Auto response from Dark Triumph: I'm either sick and rushing to get offline so I can sleep, or I am just getting some things done so I can sleep. Either way it leads to sleep.
xSkaterGirl01x: ok well bye kittie kat thanks for the help and i love you good night
I love you jeremy. I hope you do call. I did not think i was scared to ask you stuff. but i am not scared to ask now. i love you. good night my baby.
jessie