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i wrote this story kinda sucks but ill be happy if you told me what u think of it ! that would rock any way bear with it its my first time writeing...this is part one and two..
Author: me…
Rateing: erm dunno yet lets see how it goes
Pairing: erm…Billy and ..someone ah ha read and see
Disclaimer: I don’t know own or have any contact with any of gc this is not really what happened it is fictional and this is really their thoughts feeling or sexualities
Summary: My first day at la Plata high school, id just moved here, so here I am walking down the hall making my way to class, I was getting a few funny looks I knew exactly why I’m that weirdo kid who wears make up and black cloths , that’s why I moved here cos at my last school I got picked on so bad for it that I got my ass kicked everyday for it so my parents got me a transfer here it wasn’t that bad I mean I had no friends to hold me back so I just up and left. This place looked exactly the same as my old school same lay out same people same clicks, ive been here five minuets and ive decided that this place SUCKS!! Its exactly the same as the last school I was at I can tell by the stares and snickers that were following me.
review:hey plaese tell me what you think and i dont care if you hated it its up to you id like to know is all thx :)
you gotta bear with the story though spelling mistakes and stuff im dislexic so please bear with it and i tryed that spell check thing it just confussed me!! lol i know im stupid anyway (try to) enjoy...
Billy’s pov
My first day at la Plata high school, id just moved here, so here I am walking down the hall making my way to class, I was getting a few funny looks I knew exactly why I’m that weirdo kid who wears make up and black clothes , that’s why I moved here cos at my last school I got picked on so bad for it that I got my ass kicked everyday for it so my parents got me a transfer here it wasn’t that bad I mean I had no friends to hold me back so I just up and left. This place looked exactly the same as my old school same lay out same people same clicks, ive been here five minuets and ive decided that this place SUCKS!! Its exactly the same as the last school I was at, I can tell by the stares and snickers that were following me.
I pulled out my time table from the pocket of my baggy pants and looked at what I had first ….English room c3 found the place quite easily I looked through the door and the class was already seated so I took down my hood and took a deep breath and walked inside the class all looked up at me simultaneously some muttered and pointed at me I heard a few comments like freak and gay but I was used to it it didn’t really bother me anymore … I walked up to the teacher
“Erm…. Hi im new…” the teacher looked up
“Oh right of course you are what’s your name”
“Billy Billy martin”
“Right class we have a new student to day his names Billy martin..”
A few of the class muttered some thing that resembled a hello but didn’t quite make it to being hello
“right if you’d like to find a seat,” everybody moved together to make sure that i didn’t sit next to them i was used to that so i just walked to the back as usual and sat down taking out my note book and pens started copying the notes out of the book assigned on the board when all of a sudden there was a huge BANG!! I looked up at the door.
The door flew open and in ran a guy he stopped just short of the teachers desk
The teacher looked up too “MR. MADDEN WHAT ARE YOU DOING BURSTING IN TO MY CLASS LIKE THIS!!”
A few people snickered at this madden guy and I couldn’t help but smile he was gorgeous with the biggest brown eyes ever. Wait what was I thinking… he was probably straight as it is looked it anyway.
“Sorry sir got held up…” he was cut off before he could finish his sentence
“Don’t care madden I don’t want any more of your excuses take your seat and do the assigned work,
“yes sir!” he said it like a soldier and smiled as he walked toward the back of the class, he’s a joker I like that I thought to my self .
then I realized he was coming to sit next to me oh god I thought he’s gonna sit next to me and here I am thinking about his ass ….he has got a pretty sweat one though I thought he threw his back pack on the desk and got out his stuff and sat down then he noticed me he looked at me and smiled
“Your new here aren’t you?”
I didn’t look up from my writing but answered anyway,
“Yeah” it was barely a whisper but he still heard it made me wonder how though
“Hey im Joel,” I looked up at him stared for a minute answer Billy …Billy your name is Billy god look at his eyes they so gorgeous say your name BILLY
“erm…Billy Im Billy,” he smiled wow look at that smile
“cool name …” he got out his stuff and started writing I looked at him for a minute and then realize what I was doing and carried on working the rest of English flew by Joel said the odd thing to me but nothing really mainly why do we have to learn this shit …I was pretty disappointed when the bell rang at the end we packed up our stuff.
“so what you got next?”
I looked at him, answer Billy I couldn’t help but stare those eyes ANSWER
“ oh erm art”
“cool well guess ill see around Billy good look,” and with that he walked off
I picked up my stuff and walked to my art class but all I could think of was Joel he was nice enough but didn’t really seem all that interested in me in any way art class flew by and then I had break I walked out in to the court yard and sat down at the bench and carried on drawing my picture from art class then the sunlight was blocked from my face everything and gone in to shade I looked up and my stomach turned at what was there four huge guys probably football players great I thought just what I need
“hey your that new kid right?”
“yeah,”
“what’s your name ?”
“Billy”
he looked at my sketch book and grabbed it “hey what ya drawing?” he started laughing along with the others
I stood up and tried to get the note book back “hey give that back,”
”Na I think I wanna have a look”
“I mean it come on give that back!” I was starting to get mad I didn’t want this on my first day id moved to get away from this
“oh don’t cry Billy your eyeliner will smudge!” they all burst out in to hysterics “ you want it back ?”
“yeah!” the one behind me pushed me to the one in front and they took it in turns to pushed me about yelling things at me.
“HEY HEY YOU GUYS LEAVE HIM ALONE!!! HEY!!” I recognized that voice put before I could but it to a name or a face I hit the floor hard.
“aw common we were only having a bit of fun man!”
“yeah well have it else where leave him alone ok?!”
“ yeah man we got it chill ok?” they walked off laughing at me on the floor I sat up and looked at who had saved my ass I couldn’t help but smile when I saw Joel and another guy that looked just like him but at the same time really different.
“you ok man?” I looked down when Joel said that and started picking up my stuff
“yeah im fine thanks” he kneeled down and helped me pick up all my stuff he looked at my drawings
“hey your really good,”
I smiled “thanks” hed just complimented me well my drawings but they where still part of me right? I looked at him he was smiling then his face dropped “oh man your bleeding them assholes one of them must of hit you or something,” that’s when I felt the pain in my lip and down my cheek and tasted the blood “ you ok??”
“yeah im fine” he smiled
“don’t lie” he stood up and so did I. I looked at the guy with him Joel saw I was looking
“this is my brother benji we’re twins and hes not usually this quite” he smiled and so did I "anyway I wasn’t lying im fine,”
he smiled again “ I said don’t lie I can tell your not”
“Joel if he says he’s fine then he’s fine man”
“Benji why don’t you shut up and take my stuff to class while I go get billy fixed up..”
“fine whatever im bored anyway Billy what you got next?”
“math”
“same as us guess ill take your stuff too”
”thanks” he took mine and Joel’s bags and walked off toward the math department
Joel was looking at me as I turned back round but he quickly looked at the floor
“erm… well lets go get u fixed up come on its this way I followed Joel but it wasn’t to the nurses office he lead me to the boys bathroom i walked inside after him. He wet some paper towels and put it on my cut on my lip I flinched a little
“sorry” his voice was barely above a whisper
“its ok” his hand where so soft and he was looking straight in to my eyes wow there was some tension there all right but I wasn’t sure what it meant so I decided to break it
“erm thanks for earlier with them guys I mean I must of looked like a right dweeb being pushed about like that”
he smiled there was that smile “don’t worry bout it man those guys where twice your size you just gotta know how to deal with them,”
I smiled “yeah well thanks anyway” he was still caring for the cut on my lip he took away the paper towel and touched it “does that hurt?”
“no” god the tension you could cut with a knife
“good” he leaned in oh god was he gonna kiss me?
part two
Billy’s pov
I panicked I didn’t know he was getting closer I didn’t know whether he was gonna kiss me or not everything was in slow motion.
He moved past my face my heart slowed down he was just grabbing a paper towel I didn’t know whether I was glad that he hadn’t kissed me or disappointed..
“earth to Billy???”
“huh sorry what?”
“u ok??”
“yeah I feel I better now thanks”
“well good but we’re gonna be late for math”
“oh yeah right!”
he smiled that smile again and but the paper towels hed used on my face in the bin and walked to the door I turned and looked at him.
“Erm Joel?”
He turned and looked at me “yeah?”
Go on say it just say it tell him that you like him just tell him get it over with
“erm…..im …erm…thanks for everything today,”
“hey don’t worry bout it you’re my friend that’s what friends do help each other”
I couldn’t help but smile I had a friend and actual real life friend
“now common or well be late for math”
“oh yeah right!” I hurried to the door and followed Joel up to math but I couldn’t help noticing his sweet ass as I did…
The rest of the day went by great just hanging with either benji or Joel was cool but every now and then I couldn’t help but think the things I shouldn’t about Joel I mean he’s a guy and im not gay or am i?? I dunno but I actually had friends and that was a big deal and I didn’t want to spoil that with those stupid thoughts anyway Joel was straight.
“DUDE!” class had ended ad benji was trying to get my attention
“huh what?”
“its over dude schools finished”
“oh right yeah sorry”
“what do you think about that stops you hearing the bell man?”
“oh erm nothing’ just stuff you know” I couldn’t help but smile had nothing to smile about but I just couldn’t help it benji smiled too he had the exact same smile as joel I couldn’t help but notice.
We walked out of class together and met joel out side the front door on the steps he smiled when he saw us.
“so Billy how you getting home?”
“erm I dunno I was gonna walk it ..”
“no way!! Not with those fuckers about we’ll give you a ride home”
“you sure?”
benji came in to the conversation with a mocking voice “why Billy we insist” all three of us laughed as the twins lead the way to their car.
We all climbed in to the car and benji and joel fought over who drove joel lost so he climbed in to the back with me.
“so Billy where’s your house?”
“Erm u know where erm Glenn close is??”
“Yeah”
“There”
“Right”
we set off the music playing blasting out of the speakers and benji and joel singing at the top of their voices I couldn’t help but smile as the wind hit me and cooled me down joel sat down after standing up at singing his favorite part of the song at the top of his voice and looked at me
“HEY BENJ!!”
“YO!!!!”
PUT ON SOMETHING BILLY KNOWS THIS ISNT FAIR!!”
“BILLY YOU KNOW MXPX??”
“YEAH BUT IT DOESN’T MEAN I LIKE THEM!”
joel smiled at that and I couldn’t help but smile back
“YOU GOT ANY CDS ON YA!!??”
“ERM YEAH I GOT ONE!!”
“WELL WE’LL PUT THAT ON GET IT OUT!!”
I bent down and grabbed my bag and pulled out silverchair frogstomp and gave it to joel he looked at it and smiled and gave it to benji to put on with in second isreals son was blasting out of the speakers I couldn’t help but smile I loved this band they where the reason id started to play guitar I looked round at joel and was surprised to see that he was singing along he looked at me and smiled as if to say yeah I know this band.
I started to sing just under my breath though then next thing I know im stood up with joel both singing at the top of our voices. All to soon the ride was over and the car had pulled up outside my house and the music had been switched off I got out and got my stuff and said my byes to benji and joel and walked in to the house. I dropped my bag in the hall way and walked upstairs smiling to myself id just had the best day since I was really young kid I walked into my room and kicked my shoes off I just couldn’t wipe the smile off my face as I thought about me and joel stood singing at the top of our voices. Then I noticed a pair of eyes watching me I looked and saw my mum, she was smiling too.
“good day?”
“yeah”
“good glad to see that you’re happy you make any friends?”
if it was possible my smile got bigger “yeah I made a couple”
“oh good well dinner will be ready in about an hour ok?”
“yeah thanks”
she walked out of my room and down stairs I looked round my room stuff was still packed and my things where just thrown about id have to really get this place sorted but right now im too tired I laid down and stared at the ceiling closed my eyes and just relaxed but all I could think of was joel but why I feel asleep thinking why I was thinking bout joel.
“Billy? Billy? Dude you gonna wake up?? Billy?”
I recognized that voice that was joel or was it just my dream I opened my eye to see joel I jumped a mile high and sat up…
“what the fu-!”
“your mum let me in you left your cd in the car…..”
I started to calm down my heart wasn’t beating as fast but wakening up to joels face that felt good.
“oh….oh right yeah”
“so I thought id bring it round for you”
I smiled “thanks so nice of you”
He smiled to “yes I know but im not always this nice so you better watch your back”
I smiled even more I just couldn’t help it he made me feel ……good.
I got up feeling a bit uncomfortable sat with him on my bed with me. wanting to break the atmosphere…
“nice room”
I couldn’t help but smile “how can you say that you cant even see the walls” I started laughing and so did he “yeah you can see” he stood up and grabbed my wrist my heart skipped a beat he lead me over to the wall and peered between two boxes “look there see I can see the wall its all white” I looked but couldn’t help but laugh “well it’s the truth you can see the walls so I was right” he smiled as he said it
“fine you where right you can see the wall”
we both smiled I pulled me wrist free of joels grip and walked over to the cds I didn’t want to but I realized he was still holding my wrist I started to go red I could feel my cheeks burning I was pretending to look through my cds when whack!
My head flew forward I looked round and Joel had one of my pillows in his hands and a huge grin on his face. I smiled I didn’t even know why cos that actually hurt I dived to the bed and grabbed a pillow and smacked joel round the head with it and started laughing when he yelled the next blow caught me off guard and I feel off the side of the bed and hit the floor with a huge thump we both exploded in to laughter joel laid on the bed and leaned over and looked at me still laughing I looked up at him caught my breath “what was that for?”
He was still laughing but trying to catch his breath “cos….cos …I felt like it” he carried on trying to catch his breath.
I leaned up and kissed him I couldn’t believe I was doing it but he wasn’t reluctant to not kiss me in fact he kissed me back and god was it good but then he pulled away looked at me his eyes wide
“what was that for???”
“cos I felt like it”
Author: me…
Rateing: erm dunno yet lets see how it goes
Pairing: erm…Billy and ..someone ah ha read and see
Disclaimer: I don’t know own or have any contact with any of gc this is not really what happened it is fictional and this is really their thoughts feeling or sexualities
Summary: My first day at la Plata high school, id just moved here, so here I am walking down the hall making my way to class, I was getting a few funny looks I knew exactly why I’m that weirdo kid who wears make up and black cloths , that’s why I moved here cos at my last school I got picked on so bad for it that I got my ass kicked everyday for it so my parents got me a transfer here it wasn’t that bad I mean I had no friends to hold me back so I just up and left. This place looked exactly the same as my old school same lay out same people same clicks, ive been here five minuets and ive decided that this place SUCKS!! Its exactly the same as the last school I was at I can tell by the stares and snickers that were following me.
review:hey plaese tell me what you think and i dont care if you hated it its up to you id like to know is all thx :)
you gotta bear with the story though spelling mistakes and stuff im dislexic so please bear with it and i tryed that spell check thing it just confussed me!! lol i know im stupid anyway (try to) enjoy...
Billy’s pov
My first day at la Plata high school, id just moved here, so here I am walking down the hall making my way to class, I was getting a few funny looks I knew exactly why I’m that weirdo kid who wears make up and black clothes , that’s why I moved here cos at my last school I got picked on so bad for it that I got my ass kicked everyday for it so my parents got me a transfer here it wasn’t that bad I mean I had no friends to hold me back so I just up and left. This place looked exactly the same as my old school same lay out same people same clicks, ive been here five minuets and ive decided that this place SUCKS!! Its exactly the same as the last school I was at, I can tell by the stares and snickers that were following me.
I pulled out my time table from the pocket of my baggy pants and looked at what I had first ….English room c3 found the place quite easily I looked through the door and the class was already seated so I took down my hood and took a deep breath and walked inside the class all looked up at me simultaneously some muttered and pointed at me I heard a few comments like freak and gay but I was used to it it didn’t really bother me anymore … I walked up to the teacher
“Erm…. Hi im new…” the teacher looked up
“Oh right of course you are what’s your name”
“Billy Billy martin”
“Right class we have a new student to day his names Billy martin..”
A few of the class muttered some thing that resembled a hello but didn’t quite make it to being hello
“right if you’d like to find a seat,” everybody moved together to make sure that i didn’t sit next to them i was used to that so i just walked to the back as usual and sat down taking out my note book and pens started copying the notes out of the book assigned on the board when all of a sudden there was a huge BANG!! I looked up at the door.
The door flew open and in ran a guy he stopped just short of the teachers desk
The teacher looked up too “MR. MADDEN WHAT ARE YOU DOING BURSTING IN TO MY CLASS LIKE THIS!!”
A few people snickered at this madden guy and I couldn’t help but smile he was gorgeous with the biggest brown eyes ever. Wait what was I thinking… he was probably straight as it is looked it anyway.
“Sorry sir got held up…” he was cut off before he could finish his sentence
“Don’t care madden I don’t want any more of your excuses take your seat and do the assigned work,
“yes sir!” he said it like a soldier and smiled as he walked toward the back of the class, he’s a joker I like that I thought to my self .
then I realized he was coming to sit next to me oh god I thought he’s gonna sit next to me and here I am thinking about his ass ….he has got a pretty sweat one though I thought he threw his back pack on the desk and got out his stuff and sat down then he noticed me he looked at me and smiled
“Your new here aren’t you?”
I didn’t look up from my writing but answered anyway,
“Yeah” it was barely a whisper but he still heard it made me wonder how though
“Hey im Joel,” I looked up at him stared for a minute answer Billy …Billy your name is Billy god look at his eyes they so gorgeous say your name BILLY
“erm…Billy Im Billy,” he smiled wow look at that smile
“cool name …” he got out his stuff and started writing I looked at him for a minute and then realize what I was doing and carried on working the rest of English flew by Joel said the odd thing to me but nothing really mainly why do we have to learn this shit …I was pretty disappointed when the bell rang at the end we packed up our stuff.
“so what you got next?”
I looked at him, answer Billy I couldn’t help but stare those eyes ANSWER
“ oh erm art”
“cool well guess ill see around Billy good look,” and with that he walked off
I picked up my stuff and walked to my art class but all I could think of was Joel he was nice enough but didn’t really seem all that interested in me in any way art class flew by and then I had break I walked out in to the court yard and sat down at the bench and carried on drawing my picture from art class then the sunlight was blocked from my face everything and gone in to shade I looked up and my stomach turned at what was there four huge guys probably football players great I thought just what I need
“hey your that new kid right?”
“yeah,”
“what’s your name ?”
“Billy”
he looked at my sketch book and grabbed it “hey what ya drawing?” he started laughing along with the others
I stood up and tried to get the note book back “hey give that back,”
”Na I think I wanna have a look”
“I mean it come on give that back!” I was starting to get mad I didn’t want this on my first day id moved to get away from this
“oh don’t cry Billy your eyeliner will smudge!” they all burst out in to hysterics “ you want it back ?”
“yeah!” the one behind me pushed me to the one in front and they took it in turns to pushed me about yelling things at me.
“HEY HEY YOU GUYS LEAVE HIM ALONE!!! HEY!!” I recognized that voice put before I could but it to a name or a face I hit the floor hard.
“aw common we were only having a bit of fun man!”
“yeah well have it else where leave him alone ok?!”
“ yeah man we got it chill ok?” they walked off laughing at me on the floor I sat up and looked at who had saved my ass I couldn’t help but smile when I saw Joel and another guy that looked just like him but at the same time really different.
“you ok man?” I looked down when Joel said that and started picking up my stuff
“yeah im fine thanks” he kneeled down and helped me pick up all my stuff he looked at my drawings
“hey your really good,”
I smiled “thanks” hed just complimented me well my drawings but they where still part of me right? I looked at him he was smiling then his face dropped “oh man your bleeding them assholes one of them must of hit you or something,” that’s when I felt the pain in my lip and down my cheek and tasted the blood “ you ok??”
“yeah im fine” he smiled
“don’t lie” he stood up and so did I. I looked at the guy with him Joel saw I was looking
“this is my brother benji we’re twins and hes not usually this quite” he smiled and so did I "anyway I wasn’t lying im fine,”
he smiled again “ I said don’t lie I can tell your not”
“Joel if he says he’s fine then he’s fine man”
“Benji why don’t you shut up and take my stuff to class while I go get billy fixed up..”
“fine whatever im bored anyway Billy what you got next?”
“math”
“same as us guess ill take your stuff too”
”thanks” he took mine and Joel’s bags and walked off toward the math department
Joel was looking at me as I turned back round but he quickly looked at the floor
“erm… well lets go get u fixed up come on its this way I followed Joel but it wasn’t to the nurses office he lead me to the boys bathroom i walked inside after him. He wet some paper towels and put it on my cut on my lip I flinched a little
“sorry” his voice was barely above a whisper
“its ok” his hand where so soft and he was looking straight in to my eyes wow there was some tension there all right but I wasn’t sure what it meant so I decided to break it
“erm thanks for earlier with them guys I mean I must of looked like a right dweeb being pushed about like that”
he smiled there was that smile “don’t worry bout it man those guys where twice your size you just gotta know how to deal with them,”
I smiled “yeah well thanks anyway” he was still caring for the cut on my lip he took away the paper towel and touched it “does that hurt?”
“no” god the tension you could cut with a knife
“good” he leaned in oh god was he gonna kiss me?
part two
Billy’s pov
I panicked I didn’t know he was getting closer I didn’t know whether he was gonna kiss me or not everything was in slow motion.
He moved past my face my heart slowed down he was just grabbing a paper towel I didn’t know whether I was glad that he hadn’t kissed me or disappointed..
“earth to Billy???”
“huh sorry what?”
“u ok??”
“yeah I feel I better now thanks”
“well good but we’re gonna be late for math”
“oh yeah right!”
he smiled that smile again and but the paper towels hed used on my face in the bin and walked to the door I turned and looked at him.
“Erm Joel?”
He turned and looked at me “yeah?”
Go on say it just say it tell him that you like him just tell him get it over with
“erm…..im …erm…thanks for everything today,”
“hey don’t worry bout it you’re my friend that’s what friends do help each other”
I couldn’t help but smile I had a friend and actual real life friend
“now common or well be late for math”
“oh yeah right!” I hurried to the door and followed Joel up to math but I couldn’t help noticing his sweet ass as I did…
The rest of the day went by great just hanging with either benji or Joel was cool but every now and then I couldn’t help but think the things I shouldn’t about Joel I mean he’s a guy and im not gay or am i?? I dunno but I actually had friends and that was a big deal and I didn’t want to spoil that with those stupid thoughts anyway Joel was straight.
“DUDE!” class had ended ad benji was trying to get my attention
“huh what?”
“its over dude schools finished”
“oh right yeah sorry”
“what do you think about that stops you hearing the bell man?”
“oh erm nothing’ just stuff you know” I couldn’t help but smile had nothing to smile about but I just couldn’t help it benji smiled too he had the exact same smile as joel I couldn’t help but notice.
We walked out of class together and met joel out side the front door on the steps he smiled when he saw us.
“so Billy how you getting home?”
“erm I dunno I was gonna walk it ..”
“no way!! Not with those fuckers about we’ll give you a ride home”
“you sure?”
benji came in to the conversation with a mocking voice “why Billy we insist” all three of us laughed as the twins lead the way to their car.
We all climbed in to the car and benji and joel fought over who drove joel lost so he climbed in to the back with me.
“so Billy where’s your house?”
“Erm u know where erm Glenn close is??”
“Yeah”
“There”
“Right”
we set off the music playing blasting out of the speakers and benji and joel singing at the top of their voices I couldn’t help but smile as the wind hit me and cooled me down joel sat down after standing up at singing his favorite part of the song at the top of his voice and looked at me
“HEY BENJ!!”
“YO!!!!”
PUT ON SOMETHING BILLY KNOWS THIS ISNT FAIR!!”
“BILLY YOU KNOW MXPX??”
“YEAH BUT IT DOESN’T MEAN I LIKE THEM!”
joel smiled at that and I couldn’t help but smile back
“YOU GOT ANY CDS ON YA!!??”
“ERM YEAH I GOT ONE!!”
“WELL WE’LL PUT THAT ON GET IT OUT!!”
I bent down and grabbed my bag and pulled out silverchair frogstomp and gave it to joel he looked at it and smiled and gave it to benji to put on with in second isreals son was blasting out of the speakers I couldn’t help but smile I loved this band they where the reason id started to play guitar I looked round at joel and was surprised to see that he was singing along he looked at me and smiled as if to say yeah I know this band.
I started to sing just under my breath though then next thing I know im stood up with joel both singing at the top of our voices. All to soon the ride was over and the car had pulled up outside my house and the music had been switched off I got out and got my stuff and said my byes to benji and joel and walked in to the house. I dropped my bag in the hall way and walked upstairs smiling to myself id just had the best day since I was really young kid I walked into my room and kicked my shoes off I just couldn’t wipe the smile off my face as I thought about me and joel stood singing at the top of our voices. Then I noticed a pair of eyes watching me I looked and saw my mum, she was smiling too.
“good day?”
“yeah”
“good glad to see that you’re happy you make any friends?”
if it was possible my smile got bigger “yeah I made a couple”
“oh good well dinner will be ready in about an hour ok?”
“yeah thanks”
she walked out of my room and down stairs I looked round my room stuff was still packed and my things where just thrown about id have to really get this place sorted but right now im too tired I laid down and stared at the ceiling closed my eyes and just relaxed but all I could think of was joel but why I feel asleep thinking why I was thinking bout joel.
“Billy? Billy? Dude you gonna wake up?? Billy?”
I recognized that voice that was joel or was it just my dream I opened my eye to see joel I jumped a mile high and sat up…
“what the fu-!”
“your mum let me in you left your cd in the car…..”
I started to calm down my heart wasn’t beating as fast but wakening up to joels face that felt good.
“oh….oh right yeah”
“so I thought id bring it round for you”
I smiled “thanks so nice of you”
He smiled to “yes I know but im not always this nice so you better watch your back”
I smiled even more I just couldn’t help it he made me feel ……good.
I got up feeling a bit uncomfortable sat with him on my bed with me. wanting to break the atmosphere…
“nice room”
I couldn’t help but smile “how can you say that you cant even see the walls” I started laughing and so did he “yeah you can see” he stood up and grabbed my wrist my heart skipped a beat he lead me over to the wall and peered between two boxes “look there see I can see the wall its all white” I looked but couldn’t help but laugh “well it’s the truth you can see the walls so I was right” he smiled as he said it
“fine you where right you can see the wall”
we both smiled I pulled me wrist free of joels grip and walked over to the cds I didn’t want to but I realized he was still holding my wrist I started to go red I could feel my cheeks burning I was pretending to look through my cds when whack!
My head flew forward I looked round and Joel had one of my pillows in his hands and a huge grin on his face. I smiled I didn’t even know why cos that actually hurt I dived to the bed and grabbed a pillow and smacked joel round the head with it and started laughing when he yelled the next blow caught me off guard and I feel off the side of the bed and hit the floor with a huge thump we both exploded in to laughter joel laid on the bed and leaned over and looked at me still laughing I looked up at him caught my breath “what was that for?”
He was still laughing but trying to catch his breath “cos….cos …I felt like it” he carried on trying to catch his breath.
I leaned up and kissed him I couldn’t believe I was doing it but he wasn’t reluctant to not kiss me in fact he kissed me back and god was it good but then he pulled away looked at me his eyes wide
“what was that for???”
“cos I felt like it”