Offline and an "I" meme

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So by now lenaen and horinkabomb have realized what I know too: our little Sprint-friends-and-family has no cell service. (light9 was part of our family plan too but she'll never figure out service is down until I tell her.) We knew this was going to happen when Dave stopped working at Sprint but we didn't know it would happen so SOON. If you can, call me tonight when I get home at 10:30, J, and I'll sign up for a plan and we'll add you to it. Everyone else: call my home phone between 11pm tonight and 9am tomorrow to get a hold of me: then I'm out all day Wed and Thurs I have school all day.

Wow... old school, man. You can't talk to me unless I'm actually home - and I'm hardly ever actually home. Brutal.

MEANWHILE, something I haven't done in a while: bah bah bah I am a memesheep :)

"I AM..." MEME

I AM: complicated

I AM NOT: 'just' an... anything

I WAS: too full of blind faith

I LOVE: hands

I HATE: that my heart is amazingly loyal... but not often to my own best rational interest

I TRY: everything, once

I WANT: to trust you

I MISS: sleeping with him

I'M GOOD: at living an unlikely, ridiculous life - and yet making it a beautiful journey

I FEAR: I won't ever find a companion who can grow and adventure with me

I WONDER: what I'll be when I grow up

I REGRET: my happiness is so influenced by him

l DANCE: waltzes late at night, with a pillow, in a long nightgown and big fluffy socks

I SING: softly as I'm walking through the city (no one notices I'm not plugged into an ipod)

I CRY: over things I can't change

I AM NOT ALWAYS: nice

I WRITE: about you and me, trying to figure it all out.

I HAD: dreams that might never come true.

I NEED: to be accepted

I SHOULD: be thoroughly and soundly loved