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What would you do if you lost everyone that you loved?
For the first time in my life i feel like i'm not loved anymore, not by guyes but by friends and family....... Everyone has given up on me................. If I don't have people that believe that i can get better, how am i supposed to convince myself that i will be able to.............. thanks to everyone who has stuck by me.......... i'm trying to think of who those people are..................................... actually there is none........... the people who used to comfort me when i was hurting are gone now.............. the new people that i have right now don't understand what i am going through..........................................................
i miss all of you that i hurt, i'm sorry, i wish i could go back into time and change everthing that has gone on..........
Sasha- i'm sorry that things have turned out like this, you've only heard one side of the story and that is sam's, instead of just listening to his, maybe you should hear out what i have to say............ remeber what you always say, "bitch before dick" well it looks like you chose dick........
I don't know how other people would react to posts like this so you know who you are- i didn't mean to hurt you, i'm falling to pieces with out you.............we can't just go like this....... i love you , you are like a sister to me......... you knew everything, i didn't have to explain my past, you lived through it with me...... you used to know how to comfort me, now there is nobody...... all i have is the stupid shrinks saying "well how do you feel right now. what would make you feel better about this situation" there stupid you always made me feel better, even if is was only going to get a birthday cake remix from coldstones............ i wan't our friendship back .................. you understand me in ways that not even my own mother can............
another person- i know we got to a rocky start, i'm sorry that i hurt you, and i did view you as one of my closest friends, it's not everyday that i spill things out to people even if i wasn't in the right state of mind, but after i told you i had a feeling that it was fine that i told you because i realized that i could trust you, i'm sorry if i ruined your birthday, i wish there was some way to make it up
Sam- i can't believe you ..... why the hell would you do something like that , i'm fine that we arn't friends anymore....... you can lie all you want about what happened but remember you will always know the truth and you have to live with what you did!!!!
i will finish this later schools out
For the first time in my life i feel like i'm not loved anymore, not by guyes but by friends and family....... Everyone has given up on me................. If I don't have people that believe that i can get better, how am i supposed to convince myself that i will be able to.............. thanks to everyone who has stuck by me.......... i'm trying to think of who those people are..................................... actually there is none........... the people who used to comfort me when i was hurting are gone now.............. the new people that i have right now don't understand what i am going through..........................................................
i miss all of you that i hurt, i'm sorry, i wish i could go back into time and change everthing that has gone on..........
Sasha- i'm sorry that things have turned out like this, you've only heard one side of the story and that is sam's, instead of just listening to his, maybe you should hear out what i have to say............ remeber what you always say, "bitch before dick" well it looks like you chose dick........
I don't know how other people would react to posts like this so you know who you are- i didn't mean to hurt you, i'm falling to pieces with out you.............we can't just go like this....... i love you , you are like a sister to me......... you knew everything, i didn't have to explain my past, you lived through it with me...... you used to know how to comfort me, now there is nobody...... all i have is the stupid shrinks saying "well how do you feel right now. what would make you feel better about this situation" there stupid you always made me feel better, even if is was only going to get a birthday cake remix from coldstones............ i wan't our friendship back .................. you understand me in ways that not even my own mother can............
another person- i know we got to a rocky start, i'm sorry that i hurt you, and i did view you as one of my closest friends, it's not everyday that i spill things out to people even if i wasn't in the right state of mind, but after i told you i had a feeling that it was fine that i told you because i realized that i could trust you, i'm sorry if i ruined your birthday, i wish there was some way to make it up
Sam- i can't believe you ..... why the hell would you do something like that , i'm fine that we arn't friends anymore....... you can lie all you want about what happened but remember you will always know the truth and you have to live with what you did!!!!
i will finish this later schools out