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I don't like to go in half way, but I'm too afraid of cracking my head open against the rocks to dive in. Better to stand on the shore and wave at the passing pleasure seekers. I realize I can't do that anymore. Sure, you're safe from drowning, but after awhile you end up with nothing but a bad burn and sand in your trunks.
As I've told people, I'm not the best company right now, but I'm not all that bad off either. I've banged out a few things on guitar and when I get back to some decent equipment, they could turn into songs. In the meantime, Manson and I beat the shit out of each other just so we could both feel something other than what we were feeling. Well, keep in mind we're both middle aged men, one of whom needs to take a smoke break every 15 minutes, so there wasn't any Matrix-like action. He says he won, but this duel's not over yet.
So to sum up, I'm ok if not a little crabby and bitchy. Just don't make any eye contact and no sudden moves. Maybe offer me a cigarettes and everything will be fine.
As I've told people, I'm not the best company right now, but I'm not all that bad off either. I've banged out a few things on guitar and when I get back to some decent equipment, they could turn into songs. In the meantime, Manson and I beat the shit out of each other just so we could both feel something other than what we were feeling. Well, keep in mind we're both middle aged men, one of whom needs to take a smoke break every 15 minutes, so there wasn't any Matrix-like action. He says he won, but this duel's not over yet.
So to sum up, I'm ok if not a little crabby and bitchy. Just don't make any eye contact and no sudden moves. Maybe offer me a cigarettes and everything will be fine.