Have you ever felt alone in a crowded room?
Today has been horrible.
Just..ugh.
I had to schedule in 6th hour..
It took OVER an hour.
I'm down 1/2 a credit.
So I have to take a 7th hour to graduate on time, right?
Alright. So I took Co-Op. Which means .. as long as I have a job that pays "over the table", I don't even have to attend a class. I just get credit. And I can leave an hour early.
Along with Co-Op.
I took..
-College Comp. II (Weighted)
-Journalism
-AP English (Weighted..)
-Oral Communications (Required to graduate..)
-Anatomy and Physiolgoy
-Sociology
-Exploritory Art
-Accounting
-Nutrition/Foods
-Parent/Child Development.
-Family Living
-Visual Imaging.
- No band, or math. :]
Yeah. So I was in there all of 6th hour talking to my counclor. She gave me tons of ACT things and college things, and she answered my tons of questions. I really love her. She's so nice. And she said I looked "so beautiful" today. She did. heh..I was just frusterated because I realized my highschool career is basically crap, and I wouldn't be getting into a college. And I couldn't decide on any of my classes. Senior year is supposed to be easy, I planned on taking all difficult classes because I NEED THEM. But I've taken them all. All of the ones I can, atleast..all there is left is math..I was just upset. And I didn't want to keep Megan waiting, because we *wouldn't* get out of the parking lot if I took too long. Then I had to walk all the way back to the gym to get my backpack, but .. class was dismissed and I couldn't *find* my backpack..and Marc called as I was walking out of the gym..he had it.. it was all a big frenzy. (Thanks for grabbing it, though Marcuss. :] )
I came home and cried.
I took my shoes off..walked into my room, layed down on my bed and cried.
I don't know exactly why..
I feel like *such* a failure.