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Well today was pretty boring. On Sunday I was with manny brittany and ricky. We went under the bridge by shopko it was gross there was beer cans empty and dead fish it was gross lol. Shopko was fun first we used the shopping cart with the kid thing on it and brittany and I sat in the kid seats. And then brittany and i were in the wheelchair. And then i met manny there!!!I was so happy. One of the stories he told me when he was gone these chicks were following him in the store thats okay I guess its kinda of weird though but he loves me and I have him I guess I am just lucky to accutly have someone that chick are like oooo she is so lucky. I am like lucky too manny is a really good and nice even though we have our ups and downs I am really happy to have him. I found out today that Jim and his wife(my dads cousin he is really kewl hes only about 30 something very young though) are moving into wisconins from Flordia thats kewl though cause they are fun. The three brothers will be together in Wisconsin and its awesome because they are fun together. Tim, mike, Jim....its hard to explain on the internet and if you dont know my family. They are on my dads side and if u know my dad you know that side of the family is VERY sarcastic and crazy. I also found out today that mike had two kids before. I never knew that but then I wondered why does janet and brian have some grandchildern. manny and I had a conflict today but is solved now ThANK GOD!!!! I lost my favorite ring today probaly some bastard stole it I am so pissed and sad i love that ring. GOD please let me find it I am sorry. Well that just proves that I am retarded and stupid. I hate this right now I have a cough that wont go away. Haha last night I drank so much Juicy juice lol. Well opps how could I forget this lol I have black hair now just straight black I love it brittany did it on Sunday. The stuff was 87 cents I wonder if It will stay. It has so far I love it lol. Hey leah thank you for showing your true self and making me realize I dont need you anymore. Its weird between me and Patience right now but I understand she is sad and confuses about Howard. Last night I had this dream that this girl called manny and was asking him why he hasnt talked to her and then I got on the phone and said CAUSE HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND!!!!! Maybe this dream shows that there is a trust thing right now. Cuause I dont really feel trusted with manny right now I mean I know why he thinks that. Cuase I fucked up before and there is nothing that I can do about it which sucks. I dont wanna tell everyone but it just seems like with some guys manny gets very questionable. Well ttyl
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