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growing up is hard.
Today is Day 1.
things to do:
wake up at 7am
vitamins
check/do homework
email cs teacher
at school:
talk to advisor
talk to conselor
homework
dinner with family
not sure if mike and i are going to work out
not sure i want it to
life without him sounds awful
life with him sounds boring
i feel i owe him so much
i feel he can help me be better
I feel that breaking up would be the easy way out
I'm so attracted to jake its awful.
i make self sabotaging decisions because of it.
Thinking about him makes my insides feel warm.
this makes me feel confused and crazy.
growing up is hard
i dont want to
i wish it was summer
i wish i was riding my bike at dusk to a bar for cheap beer.
i am 26
goodnight.
Today is Day 1.
things to do:
wake up at 7am
vitamins
check/do homework
email cs teacher
at school:
talk to advisor
talk to conselor
homework
dinner with family
not sure if mike and i are going to work out
not sure i want it to
life without him sounds awful
life with him sounds boring
i feel i owe him so much
i feel he can help me be better
I feel that breaking up would be the easy way out
I'm so attracted to jake its awful.
i make self sabotaging decisions because of it.
Thinking about him makes my insides feel warm.
this makes me feel confused and crazy.
growing up is hard
i dont want to
i wish it was summer
i wish i was riding my bike at dusk to a bar for cheap beer.
i am 26
goodnight.