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To all who i have hurt,
It seems that it was easier to keep living a lie than it is to turn my life around and try to get better. i never meant to hurt any of you. I pushed you out of my life because I loved you so, and I knew you cared. You caring made it harder to live a lie I desperatly wanted to believe was true. I didnt think about the consequences of my actions, I didnt think about how they would effect you. I can't take back the things I did. All I can say is, im sorry. Im going to turn my life around, no matter how much it hurts and no matter the cost. I have what I thought I always wanted. Im sick with something that I have no control over, and I am not the strong friend you once had. I need you. If you can forgive me, let me show you how much I still love you.
Love, Rebekah
It seems that it was easier to keep living a lie than it is to turn my life around and try to get better. i never meant to hurt any of you. I pushed you out of my life because I loved you so, and I knew you cared. You caring made it harder to live a lie I desperatly wanted to believe was true. I didnt think about the consequences of my actions, I didnt think about how they would effect you. I can't take back the things I did. All I can say is, im sorry. Im going to turn my life around, no matter how much it hurts and no matter the cost. I have what I thought I always wanted. Im sick with something that I have no control over, and I am not the strong friend you once had. I need you. If you can forgive me, let me show you how much I still love you.
Love, Rebekah