Oct 17, 2004 22:20
This Weekend I have had no classes But I have oddly been keeping to myself. I made these great new friends who seem to accept me for who I am and what I represent but i just feel like I don't belong and maybe I don't. It seems Malfoy would rather be hanging out with Harry Potter than the likes of me. And If Malfoy doesn't want to be-friend who is to say that the others wont just follow in his footsteps??
So this weekend I have spent most of the time in my four poster bed with all the curtains down with just a candle light books and my trusty computer. Its not that im avoiding them, its that when they snub me I won't feel as neglected or bad.
Sometimes I feel like I was sorted in the wrong house. Just becuase my family is pure blood and imfamously known for supporting You-know-who. I sent my mum a letter expressing my concern for the troubles I am having here at hogwarts but she said if I didnt like it I could go back to Beaubaxtions but I don't want too...you have to compete for dates with people who are part Veela. I wouldn't stand a chance
God this entry sounds like im an overbearing hufflepuff straved for loyalty and friends...maybe I should of gotten sorted there. Maybe if Erica and Ruby befriend me even with Draco's sudden dislike of me, then they can help me develop some kind of backbone
Done for now
kisses bitches
_Liana