It only rains when youre sad
I feel like Ive been run over by a big truck. Ive never in my life had a headache this bad. Its worse than a freaking hangover. My eyes hurt. My stomach hurts. My heart hurts. This is highly insane.
Someone once told me that if you act like you dont care about something, then it wont bother you as much. Well, just for general information, it doesnt really work that way. It just makes everything so much more worse. And with that, I have to say, I really wish I could go to my own graduation. I wish I could be chillen with the Class of 2003 right now and not packing to go to Boston to sing when we all know, my heart isnt going to be in it at all because I really dont want to be there. And I honestly wish I could say that I dont care that the one guy that I actually like alot can throw my age in my face like it doesnt matter, but I do care and it hurts. It hurts alot and ben n jerry's isnt helping.
This is for the one person that listened to me all day long and put up with my hissy fit..
This is for you, my best friend,
the one person i can tell my soul too
Who can relate to me like no other
Who I can laugh with to no extents,
Who I can cry too when times are tough,
Who can help me with the problems of my life.
Never have you turned your back on me
Or told me I wasnt good enough
Or let me down
I don't think you know what that means to me
You have went through so much pain and you still have time
For me.
And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying
And I look up too you because you are strong,
and caring
and beautiful.
Even though you don't think you are.
And I hope you know that I am always here
To listen to you laugh and cry and help
In all the ways that i can
And I will try to be at least half the friend you are
To me.
I hope you know I would not be half the person I am today, with out you.
My best friend.
Highlight of the day- Talking to Tom just because he made me smile lots!
Reesie- Its all going to be okay just because the guy at Taco Bell said so!!
Time to go pack more. Whoopie freakin dodahday!
-Diana
*and I love my new icon. even if its not me in the picture!*
Edit- CONGRATS TO MY GIRL BRITTANY!!!! <33
Someone once told me that if you act like you dont care about something, then it wont bother you as much. Well, just for general information, it doesnt really work that way. It just makes everything so much more worse. And with that, I have to say, I really wish I could go to my own graduation. I wish I could be chillen with the Class of 2003 right now and not packing to go to Boston to sing when we all know, my heart isnt going to be in it at all because I really dont want to be there. And I honestly wish I could say that I dont care that the one guy that I actually like alot can throw my age in my face like it doesnt matter, but I do care and it hurts. It hurts alot and ben n jerry's isnt helping.
This is for the one person that listened to me all day long and put up with my hissy fit..
This is for you, my best friend,
the one person i can tell my soul too
Who can relate to me like no other
Who I can laugh with to no extents,
Who I can cry too when times are tough,
Who can help me with the problems of my life.
Never have you turned your back on me
Or told me I wasnt good enough
Or let me down
I don't think you know what that means to me
You have went through so much pain and you still have time
For me.
And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying
And I look up too you because you are strong,
and caring
and beautiful.
Even though you don't think you are.
And I hope you know that I am always here
To listen to you laugh and cry and help
In all the ways that i can
And I will try to be at least half the friend you are
To me.
I hope you know I would not be half the person I am today, with out you.
My best friend.
Highlight of the day- Talking to Tom just because he made me smile lots!
Reesie- Its all going to be okay just because the guy at Taco Bell said so!!
Time to go pack more. Whoopie freakin dodahday!
-Diana
*and I love my new icon. even if its not me in the picture!*
Edit- CONGRATS TO MY GIRL BRITTANY!!!! <33