May 18, 2003 18:40
You know what I really miss? I miss the concept of being normal. Waking up every morning to go to school, going to football games, playing soccer, seeing my friends everyday and not being bitched for acting my age. Seriously, dont get me wrong, I love my job. I love going different places and singing and dancing all the time. Its the best. I just wish that sometimes, I didnt have to do all of that.
I realize Im 17. I dont need that fact pointed out to me every time I do or say anything. And you know what, its not a crime that I act my age sometimes. If you dont like how I act, then you dont have to be friends with me. Thats how I see it. If I have a problem with how you act, you wont see me talking to you because I refuse to make anyone act like someone they arent and I sure as hell refuse to act like someone Im not because Im not fake.
You know what else pisses me off at this moment in time. The fact that everyone just "knows" how I feel or who I like or what I think. Guess what, you dont know shit. You can think you know but you dont!! So, you can fucking screw if you think you know everything about me!!
OH YEA! Only my friends can call me D. I hate it when someone I dont even like calls me D. Its DIANA. Unless I tell you otherwise.
Im done now.
If you actually read this, you deserve a medal or something.
And if you dont like anything I said, boo hoo.. Sucks for you, doesnt it?
~Diana