so angry

Sep 16, 2005 22:17

Ive never felt so hurt. Never felt so betrayed. I just dont understand what i've done wrong for my name to be put down the way it has been. Am i not a nice person? Do i not have a heart? Like seriously so i cause pain to people for myself to be put through it?

Today i was informed that theres a rumor going around about me at Harrison High. Now its not ur typical rumor. Nothing about stealing boyfriends, being a slut, or even a druggie. Its one that questions weither or not im a virgin. I was told that there were rumors about me, that i moved because i was raped. Like seriously what kind of shit is that?

See in 4th grade i moved out of the farmington school district and had to be drivin to school and the bus dropped me to my grandma's everyday after school. Well eventually i got tried of not knowing any chaldeans or people who live in my area and my mom was sick of driving me back and forth everyday. So we came to the conclusion that i would switch to the walled lake school district 7th grade year, and i did.

You know its so funny that i had a choice to go to western or harrison and i picked western. I didnt really think i belonged to the wlms wlw group, but now i realize that those people in the walled lake district are who i am. I'm myself around them, i dont have to lie, or act like a slut or a bitch, because these people, these people who i'm with everyday, they love me for who i am, reguardless of any stupid fucking rumor about me being rapped.

So this is all i have to say. but one more thing just for the record. I am a virgin, i'll be a virgin till i get married, and no i wasnt raped.

get a life.
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