Just a quick little hello.
Just a quick update.
Life has been in the middle of good and bad lately..
Good on the aspects of great friends and starting to enjoy school a lot more. I've been hanging out with these two kids, Ryan & Brian, a lot lately and I think it's good to consider them my best guy friends. That feels awesome to say, cause I've never had a close or good guy friend that I could say "oh, that's my best friend!" about. They're awesome, and I tell them almost EVERYTHING. Such great guys, and they always know how to make me smile. :) <3
Problem: Brian likes me, I guess, and Ryan and Jeff (another friend) are trying to hook us up. But i don't like him like that, and I don't wanna like him that way.
Life is bad on the aspects of Tim. I have no idea what'sg oing on because once in a great while I feel like he actually wants me around, and wants me in his life and then sometimes I feel like he wants nothing to do with him.... Ugh. I don't know.
LIke last night, he left me a message on myspace that made me question how he felt, cause it could be used as both ways. God I miss him, and he doesn't realize it. He thinks that by hanging out with other guys, I don't like him and I'm not trusting. And that I'm going to like them. When in reality, I don't WANT to like anyone but him.
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Fahren & I have become really close again, and I love it. And I got a tattoo! Woot.
Yep, just a quick update. I've been so busy with school and work, I don't have time for much.
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