It's been a good year. So far.
Hmm... well, hi. I don't know why I bother using this anymore cause I don't think anybody reads it.... I miss all my LJ friends!!! aww where are you guys!? Hope you're doin well. <3
So it's a new year. Yeah.... so far so good. For the most part. I have not talked to Tim since around December 27th, when we had a horrible falling out over something ridiculously idiotic. And you know what? I don't care anymore. :o) Us not talking is probably a really good thing, because it's helping me get over the fact that there was never going to be anything more than friends, and that it was simply just a summer fling. It was hard to comprehend and accept a while back, but now I accept it and I'm glad it happened. Meeting him & getting close to him was one of the best things that happened to me all year, even though it brought about a lot of pain. But isn't that what happens in a lot of relationships? I still care about him, and I always will, just not in the same way I did before. I know someday we'll eventually start talking again, but just not right now. And I'm accepting of it.. I'm accepting that he doesn't want to talk to me for whatever reason he has, and I'll just sit back and let him do what he's gotta do, cause it's helping me cope with everything. And it's allowing me to live my life and not have to worry about anybody's happiness but my own, and so far so good. :)
This year has been pretty good I guess. (Even though it's only been 6 days.) I've gone to the mall with my brother (yes, my brother that I ALWAYS fought with constantly), got a puppy!, and met a new friend, Nick. :o) So within these past 6 days (not even) I've been pretty content with myself. Awesome, right? Right.
The puppy does not look like a puppy if you saw her first glance. She's fricken huge! It's also the kind of dog she is, a newfoundland. :) She's adorable. 10 months old, and the size of like a german shepard. haha. Her name's Zoey, and she's a pain in the butttttt. Maybe I'll post pics with my NEW DIGITAL CAMERA!
My buddy Ian moved in down the street from me, so now I have a friend to hang out with. But only when he's at his mom's house. Still, it's pretty cool. And Ryan's gone. So that makes me sad. He was supposed to come stay here this weekend, but something came up and he can't. :( We go back to school the week after next, so I hope I can see him before then! And next weekend, I'm going to Pennsylvania (and driving myself!!! :-o *gasp*) so there goes one more weekend of my break, not to mention the one when everyone goes back to school. But that's alright. Cause they'll come back. =]
So I guess that's it... Life is good.
So it's a new year. Yeah.... so far so good. For the most part. I have not talked to Tim since around December 27th, when we had a horrible falling out over something ridiculously idiotic. And you know what? I don't care anymore. :o) Us not talking is probably a really good thing, because it's helping me get over the fact that there was never going to be anything more than friends, and that it was simply just a summer fling. It was hard to comprehend and accept a while back, but now I accept it and I'm glad it happened. Meeting him & getting close to him was one of the best things that happened to me all year, even though it brought about a lot of pain. But isn't that what happens in a lot of relationships? I still care about him, and I always will, just not in the same way I did before. I know someday we'll eventually start talking again, but just not right now. And I'm accepting of it.. I'm accepting that he doesn't want to talk to me for whatever reason he has, and I'll just sit back and let him do what he's gotta do, cause it's helping me cope with everything. And it's allowing me to live my life and not have to worry about anybody's happiness but my own, and so far so good. :)
This year has been pretty good I guess. (Even though it's only been 6 days.) I've gone to the mall with my brother (yes, my brother that I ALWAYS fought with constantly), got a puppy!, and met a new friend, Nick. :o) So within these past 6 days (not even) I've been pretty content with myself. Awesome, right? Right.
The puppy does not look like a puppy if you saw her first glance. She's fricken huge! It's also the kind of dog she is, a newfoundland. :) She's adorable. 10 months old, and the size of like a german shepard. haha. Her name's Zoey, and she's a pain in the butttttt. Maybe I'll post pics with my NEW DIGITAL CAMERA!
My buddy Ian moved in down the street from me, so now I have a friend to hang out with. But only when he's at his mom's house. Still, it's pretty cool. And Ryan's gone. So that makes me sad. He was supposed to come stay here this weekend, but something came up and he can't. :( We go back to school the week after next, so I hope I can see him before then! And next weekend, I'm going to Pennsylvania (and driving myself!!! :-o *gasp*) so there goes one more weekend of my break, not to mention the one when everyone goes back to school. But that's alright. Cause they'll come back. =]
So I guess that's it... Life is good.