May 01, 2006 21:31
I knew - know - about the things that are possible when using a Oujia Board and why they are not to be used as a toy, but I did not expect it to go as it did. Not for the... Spirit contacted to manifest itself himself in front of Malik-kun and I the way he did. I've tried to contact... someone before, but failed. This time, it worked more than just a possession or words being spelled out. He was there.
Things here haven't felt the same since.
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My room still hasn't been the same since the visit and I know I closed the connection, but... I... I don't know. I can still hear his laughter all over again and it feels strange. It feels too familiar all over again. It's probably just my ... imagination. Yes, imagination. Sure Malik-kun wouldn't feel the same. Or does he?
It's so... strange.
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It could just be my imagination since he was with me for so long and then it worked... in a way I didn't know possible. Not like that, at least. Of course, he did always talk about 'the darkness' and 'shadows'. I should have thought of that, but it didn't matter. It worked. I didn't know it was... like that for them.
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And I couldn't do anything - I didn't know what to do. It's not as if Malik-kun and I were ever that close to begin with. I... I still don't want to think about how close he and my other were. Too close for personal preference, I'm sure, since...
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I'm actually rather bored tired, so I guess I'll go lie down.