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I miss alexis...I miss her so much! I miss everything. I hate being without her because I'm so lost. But I guess it's for the bettter right? This is what she wanted? To have different friends and I kept my space. I miss simple, little things. I miss our stupid stuff we did. I miss little details. Everyday I wake up knowing im losing every each other her everyday...I'm so lost. I know it's my fault why everything is this way. ITS ALL MY FAULT!! ...I love her so much....and I miss her terribly so....='(

Nothing new.....I don't even know what to do anymore!

Lauren...I LOVE YOU!!!!