Everythigns a Blur

[_silentxscreams]

I hate everythign thats happengin. Everythings going by so fast and it seems like just a blur and i cant even take time to appreciate the good things. . . its pissing me off. . .and i dont know what to do. . . nothing really happened thats good.. what the fuck else is new. . . yeah uhh i cant think of anything else. . .

i need to stop moking so much, drinking is way out of fucking hand and i cant get out of this fucking depression.

i need help

i cant get it

i dont knwo what t do anymore. i need to find someone tthat will care about me like i knew she did