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i hate being sick!! my nose has been stuffy all day and it is so freakin annoying. i just got back from youth group. my lil sis, my mom and i were talking about the crappy friends i have. we started off with lynettes shallow ness...alyssa dislikes her cuz scott likes lynette and lynette wont date him cuz he is "ugly" she only likes the hot guys she can't get. so then we talked about he shallowness and i told my mom autumn and lynette always hang out and i never get invited anywhere. my mom called lynette a shallow predjice bigget...lol. my mom says she is really shallow and lynette doesn't wanna be seen with me outside of school and shit cuz i'm not popular enough...i'm not pretty enough. and i do believe my mom. i mean like lynette will get to school in the mornings and walk over to where i'm at and just sit away and like 20 mins later she'll say hey and when autumn gets there she says hey right off. i asked lynette if she wanted to go to the movies with my tomorrow...she said no. then she goes and asks autumn to go to daytona lagoon with her. did she bother to ask me?? NO! she asks autumn to join the anchor club with her...does she bother to ask me? NO. i seriously think she uses me. the only time she really talks to me is if she wants something or needs help with her school work. my mom thinks i should get new friends and i am really thinking about it now. i can't stand crappy friends like that. i miss all my old friends in MA. they didn't judge and treat me like a piece of shit. i'm really shy so its hard for me to make friends. i hate that i am shy but i dunno how to fix that. g2g peace
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