in one heck of a mood.
My love he is my saving grace
He holds me through the hard times
Knowing well that I will never leave
Still He holds me closer
And if my heart should break
I will surely die
And my blood will flow and my soul will fly
Into the night where the spirits scream
We will leave this world and become a dream
ok, im not even feeling like myself. i need to get out of this mood, im feeling really strangely. im not feeling angry, im not mad at all, im not sad. I guess im feeling neglected. yep, thats deffinetly it. I feel neglected.
I keep getting left or forgotten. i never see my parents, i barely see my friends, and i hardly ever see shane and it's only been a little over a week. maybe i'm just not used to this summer thing. i dont think i want to get used to it.
I need people to actually be the ones to call me, be the ones that try to make the plans. im tired of always having to call everyone and arrange most everything we do.
im thinking that you people arent quite understanding that i am LEAVING in July for an entire MONTH. so im thinking we need to start bonding now, before im gone for a long time.
thats why im in this mood im in, because i feel uncared for. i know im loved. ah, i deffinetly know that. im loved and i love shane and i love jessie. i just want to start being the call-ee. the one that gets called.
ok. there we go, i feel better now. i got that off my chest.. good thing too. ... so, im not angry with anyone, not at all. i just wanna see you guys, ah, but its difficult i know. ill really try hard to make time this week so we can get together. ill try my hardest.
He holds me through the hard times
Knowing well that I will never leave
Still He holds me closer
And if my heart should break
I will surely die
And my blood will flow and my soul will fly
Into the night where the spirits scream
We will leave this world and become a dream
ok, im not even feeling like myself. i need to get out of this mood, im feeling really strangely. im not feeling angry, im not mad at all, im not sad. I guess im feeling neglected. yep, thats deffinetly it. I feel neglected.
I keep getting left or forgotten. i never see my parents, i barely see my friends, and i hardly ever see shane and it's only been a little over a week. maybe i'm just not used to this summer thing. i dont think i want to get used to it.
I need people to actually be the ones to call me, be the ones that try to make the plans. im tired of always having to call everyone and arrange most everything we do.
im thinking that you people arent quite understanding that i am LEAVING in July for an entire MONTH. so im thinking we need to start bonding now, before im gone for a long time.
thats why im in this mood im in, because i feel uncared for. i know im loved. ah, i deffinetly know that. im loved and i love shane and i love jessie. i just want to start being the call-ee. the one that gets called.
ok. there we go, i feel better now. i got that off my chest.. good thing too. ... so, im not angry with anyone, not at all. i just wanna see you guys, ah, but its difficult i know. ill really try hard to make time this week so we can get together. ill try my hardest.