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Called my mummy because today is her birthday. Of course in a matter of seconds, she weasled my problems right out of me. Oh that maternal instinct. Too bad she talks so much about how we can "solve things before they get out of hand..." that I forget where they began and why they were still around anyway.

Well, I've been talking to people more, no matter how hard my heart beats or my mind releases little poison thought darts. shing, shing, ouch.

SpoonyMonster: So why are ya up so late?
me: im always up this late
SpoonyMonster: :o)=)
me: i think i should do a study on insomnia in corrolation with our generation
me: i can't regulate my schedule and i have nooo determination
SpoonyMonster: yeah! That's actually a good idea.
me: i think it would be really interesting, i have lots of theories already

SpoonyMonster: NO!!!! not good.
SpoonyMonster: Why can't you sleep?
me: ? it's usually a problem when i'm depressed
SpoonyMonster: Now I want to help. I reach out to those i love.
SpoonyMonster: Whatcha depressed over?
me: awww, you love me?

Reading about Andy Warhol in class recently, lovely stuff. Wish I had an attention span. But I have been journaling alot, which s a huge relief. I wish it could be my profession.



it says, "is my head falling off?"
goodnight