thoughts
so its been exactly a week since my grandma went to a better place. alot has happened in a week. my family is closer than ever even tho we were put thru a great loss. we've been seeing each other everyday which i cool. my cuzins from chicago and colorado and pennsylvania came in and it was awesome. it was soo hard to c them go, especially my kuya jeff cuz we hung out with him the most. the funeral was done very nicely. the mass was flawless. i cried so much this week. my grandmas death helped me realize many things. for example, i finally realized who my TRUE friends are. i was so confuzed at first because man of them treated me like shit. i felt like they used me and all they did was make fun of me. i was the target of the group and all they did was laugh at me and talk to me like i wa stupid. they dont even kno how many tears i shread over that. so i just want to thank all those who called me and left messages for me to read. thank you, you really dont kno how much that meaned to me. i really want to thank megan rochon cuz she was the only one out of my "friends" who actually went to the funeral home to visit me. she also sent me a card and stayed for the prayer, and she sang in tagalog! that was awesome meg! angel and eric came too. so it was cool i hope u all had a great thanksgiving, i kno mine was an experience. i hope to c u all tomorrow, even tho im sorta sick :\.with love <3
p.s. how was the parade? vicky got no details <3
p.s. how was the parade? vicky got no details <3