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hey guys and gurls. well right now im watching my all time favorite movie called the Incredibles since it always cheers me up since i have had a headache for the past 24 hours and its getting better so i thought why not put a movie on and update your LJ to get my mind off of things right? right. i'm kinda done with the whole dating thing for awhile at least til i know i can find the right guy who WON'T hurt me or piss the fuck out of me or anything like that i mean i know any guy i date will piss me off for one reason or another but yanno what i think there is one guy out there for me that won't hurt me the way my ex's have in the past and i am pretty sure i am in a dream land with that idea but there's always something to be keeping my hopes up i guess, right?. blah my stomach has been hurting me this whole day and thank god i dont have "it" because other wise my mood swings would be off the roof right about now which is why i am on the birth control pill constantly because now i dont get my period which makes me feel very happy. im so bored right now but oh well i cant wait to go back to florida so i can see my friends and be myself. i really want to be back in florida because i can be myself down there without having to be surrounded with drama from my father who ALWAYS causes it which makes me frustrated and cranky and takes it out on my own mother who doesnt need it but shes always there when he does it and i dont want to take it out on my friends because they got other bullshit to deal with so i cant. okay well im done with this entry my heads hurting me again, lovely. comment if you want. bye.