life,life without music...i cant goooooooo
soooooooo.
my summer was fun.BUT I cannot wait until school starts again.I just need to figure out what i want to do so I can find a college i want to go to and DO IT.
My mom and brother are moving next summer to live with my dad in the frisco.what will i do then??go with them to a huge city where i wont be able to live on my own. I mean there will be perks.I can go to a better school.buuuttt for one, i wouldn't have any friends and i would be turning 21!see if i stay here a little longer while they live out there they can just fly me out there once a month.buuut i cant live without my dogs or Wednesday dinners with my mom or all the memories that are in my parents house!.why does growing up have to be so FUCKING HARD.what exactly do i have left here tho.a bunch of "friends" who have screwed me over some point in time and the ones i cared about most i hardly see let alone TALK to.and the "boyfriend" i have lies to me every chance he gets and i am certain we will NEVER advance in this relationship.ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble on...ramble ramble a little more.......ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble
but in other news.....
*i re-upholstered my couch. that ugly biatch is now ALL red with leopard seat cushions.
*i framed some b-e-autiful fabric and put it on my wall.(hobby lobbys frames are 50% off)i had to buy some : /
*chris gave me his big comfy couch so thats pretty swweeeett.
*STEEL PULSE is a week from today BUT i AM missing wu tang clan and public enemy tomorrow since i work ffuuucckkkk
*i miss my cousin terribly and want to escape to AZ before i start school
*Harry Potter is deffinatly an EPIC TALE, and i have begun to reread all of them.
*Im getting my car painted very soon{shiny black firrsstt then later ill have daddio pinstripe it gold on some way out wednesday at the tinta)
*new tats coming soon as well.mmaayyybbeee
and now i must shower and prepare for a wonderful day tomorrow
i have found christ again.and i no longer feel lonely
my summer was fun.BUT I cannot wait until school starts again.I just need to figure out what i want to do so I can find a college i want to go to and DO IT.
My mom and brother are moving next summer to live with my dad in the frisco.what will i do then??go with them to a huge city where i wont be able to live on my own. I mean there will be perks.I can go to a better school.buuuttt for one, i wouldn't have any friends and i would be turning 21!see if i stay here a little longer while they live out there they can just fly me out there once a month.buuut i cant live without my dogs or Wednesday dinners with my mom or all the memories that are in my parents house!.why does growing up have to be so FUCKING HARD.what exactly do i have left here tho.a bunch of "friends" who have screwed me over some point in time and the ones i cared about most i hardly see let alone TALK to.and the "boyfriend" i have lies to me every chance he gets and i am certain we will NEVER advance in this relationship.ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble on...ramble ramble a little more.......ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble ramble
but in other news.....
*i re-upholstered my couch. that ugly biatch is now ALL red with leopard seat cushions.
*i framed some b-e-autiful fabric and put it on my wall.(hobby lobbys frames are 50% off)i had to buy some : /
*chris gave me his big comfy couch so thats pretty swweeeett.
*STEEL PULSE is a week from today BUT i AM missing wu tang clan and public enemy tomorrow since i work ffuuucckkkk
*i miss my cousin terribly and want to escape to AZ before i start school
*Harry Potter is deffinatly an EPIC TALE, and i have begun to reread all of them.
*Im getting my car painted very soon{shiny black firrsstt then later ill have daddio pinstripe it gold on some way out wednesday at the tinta)
*new tats coming soon as well.mmaayyybbeee
and now i must shower and prepare for a wonderful day tomorrow
i have found christ again.and i no longer feel lonely