GAH
I am confused right now........when i am walking down the hall and i see Taqui i dont squeal anymore..i feel a small flutter of excitment..but its not the way it used to be. I mean yes he is still hawt..but the feeling is gone.......but o well. Its life crushes come and go. But now that i think about it i have been so much happier this week..less stressed..less pressed to be someone i'm not, less challenged to look someway i'm not..so in layman's terms i feel less shallow and conformed? okay well yeah there you go. I was amused today in photography....i am starting to like penguin a lot more.....he actually talks to me....he's funny we laugh..he talks to me and yeah he's hot. The only problem is.....he has a damn girlfriend....why must i do this to myself? why?