Sep 29, 2004 22:59
GAH! I'm already in trouble with my grades and it's not fucking October yet. Oh well... focusfocusfocus is what i need to do. hell, it's what i want to do. but at the same time i'm not motivated at all, and i really don't give a damn if i ever really go to college. i just want to have fun right now. and i'm feeling all this pressure for everyone. school, friends, boys, my sister, my room (i luffs my room) hell, i even feel guilty about not playing with Zoe as much. All i really want to do is this around like a lazy mofo, or get drunk off my ass in a foregin house. i'm off to a great senior year huh..
i've updated alot today. i'm done.