You and I Both
We lost the game today. Pissed me off.
I used to be such a little jock.
Football, basketball, baseball, tennis, soccer, hockey, rugby. You name it, I played it. Goddamn my stupid asthma. knocked the athlete clean outta me for almost 4 years now. Shame shame, but hopefully I'll be getting back on track now.
What day is it? Wednsday? I've been working my ass off these past couple of weeks. If i keep this up, maybe things will get better.
Been scrounging all my time I possibly can between work and whatnot to finish painting the backdrop for the theater. I better get some recognition for that 26 by 11 ft bitch. Yeah... *cough*
Ugh I'm such a retard right now. Things are so fucked up. I feel like
I need to sever myself from everybody and start over. I hate that scars never fade. And that people are constantly in your face. I'm going to be at rachels for part of the weekend, thank god. Maybe i can find my sanity, (maybe i left it under her bed).
I hate people that tell me I'm being stupid, or over dramatic, and then create their own little problems as an excuse to get out of something. I hate people that break commitments. No matter what type.
I need to be in a relationship right now. Desperately. With someone preferably who doesn't know me too well.. I mean my past rather. I dont want to have to deal with this cliche retardism anymore. I need new faces, new opinions, and way way wayyyyy less judgement.
I need a hug.
Or someone's lips.
mmph...
I used to be such a little jock.
Football, basketball, baseball, tennis, soccer, hockey, rugby. You name it, I played it. Goddamn my stupid asthma. knocked the athlete clean outta me for almost 4 years now. Shame shame, but hopefully I'll be getting back on track now.
What day is it? Wednsday? I've been working my ass off these past couple of weeks. If i keep this up, maybe things will get better.
Been scrounging all my time I possibly can between work and whatnot to finish painting the backdrop for the theater. I better get some recognition for that 26 by 11 ft bitch. Yeah... *cough*
Ugh I'm such a retard right now. Things are so fucked up. I feel like
I need to sever myself from everybody and start over. I hate that scars never fade. And that people are constantly in your face. I'm going to be at rachels for part of the weekend, thank god. Maybe i can find my sanity, (maybe i left it under her bed).
I hate people that tell me I'm being stupid, or over dramatic, and then create their own little problems as an excuse to get out of something. I hate people that break commitments. No matter what type.
I need to be in a relationship right now. Desperately. With someone preferably who doesn't know me too well.. I mean my past rather. I dont want to have to deal with this cliche retardism anymore. I need new faces, new opinions, and way way wayyyyy less judgement.
I need a hug.
Or someone's lips.
mmph...