random shit

Apr 08, 2005 11:37

long time since i posted last,
finally it is last day of skool, this is a major relief for me for many reasons that i won't go into
i guess you could say life is going pretty well at the moment, i've got my friends, i got jarryd now, family life is going alright i guess yet theres still somthing missing. but i can't figure out wat that thing is.
i feel that my time at skool is such a waste of time, i want learn so much, i want to never stop gaining new knowledge yet this is wats meant to happen at skool, but i don't learn anything, nothing worth anything to me. i want to learn about whats happened in the past, wat people have and will go through i don't want to learn how development effects us as teenagers cause no one but us actually know what its really feeling like.
some of the most interesting times in my life is when i've been watching the simplist things, one of my favourite places in the world along with being in nature is the airport. i love just sitting and watching the variety of people passing by, and wondering what their lives have been all about.
there are so many questions i wish someone could anwser but no one can, they just go around and around and around in my head without anything able to stop them
this doesn't even scratch the surface of whats going through my head, but shit happens and i just gotta go with the flow and hope that when skool is over i can take control and help my self to do the things i want.
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