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[_shekinah_]

hi kelsey.
i don't have much to say.
i'm busy writing an essay on "the censorship of fiction"
it's kind of boring to tell you the truth.
and it's a shame that i don't have my religion class on monday because you won't get to go.
:(
oh well..
call me later..
or comment at www.xanga.com/laughing_a_song

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GAY!!!

[anonymous]

okay that was weird. I hit the quote button and it went psycho. anyway...I am scared because I lost my business academy fundraiser and it had allll the products in it. I left it in the orchestra room and I dunno where it went. I have to ask dockray if he's seen it and then he'll be mad that I left it in there so long. I FREAKING SCARED !!! I'm also scared of another thing because. of another thing. that I can't post on the internet b/c someone will randomly go to this site and know it's me and tell on me. It's really not that big of a deal. I didn't murder anyone or get drunk on school property or something. But if a certain person finds out I will get yelled at PSYCOTICALLY and I will not come to school ever agian. EVER. But yeah back to orchestra. It's driving me crazzzy!!! life would be so much easier if I could just quit. Okay i would miss everyone and it would be sad and they would all have fun andsuff...but GOSH IT'S STRESSFULLAND I DON'T WANT TO FREAKING DEAL WITH IT. gay gaygaygaygay gay. orchestra is gay. SO CONFUSING! I want to quit but I don't want to. and I want to play in musical pit next year, get a job, become a national merit scholar, get a car, go on a germany trip, go to business academy brookhaven stuff, PLUS I'll have to deal with being PRESIDENT and HEAD JUNIOR OFFICER for the second time, AND making good grades so I can get scholarships to A&M. yeah and as president I'll have to go to every gay event instead of hanging out with my friends. and all the fun parties will be on orchestra events. and I'll be PRESIDENT FOR TWO YEARS SO i WILL HAVE NO LIFE FOR TWO YEARS. and I want to be a student venture leader too. But I can't because I have no time. And I have to get a job because we're poor. and I have to be in deca to be in the distinguished plan thing. okay so musical will be out of the question. GAY GAY GAYG GAY GDAYGYA YGAY. Man I totally forgot about the really hard AP classes I'm taking next year. only 2 but still I will probably fail them all. I wasn't even PLANNING on becoming president EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. and now I will be. and I hate orchestra. the end. I wish I was in college. LIFE WOULD BE EASIERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.