Feb 19, 2008 02:21
It is commonly understood that we all want what we can't have. Be it a person or an object. Furthermore, we generally invest large amounts of time into procuring these things, when (a vast majority of the time) the effort is pointless.
I am pleased to announce that I am getting what I want.
Moreover, I'd also like to say that I've been writing recently, and have fallen in love with the written word once again.
Sometimes I cannot help but think that there is nothing more beautiful than certain words arranged perfectly.
Although insomnia has me awake at this hour (2:29 AM to be exact), I feel utterly at peace with myself.
I know I am a genuinely good person, and I feel like other people recognize this.
Although I haven't received sexual gratification in quite some time, that's okay too, because some of the most beautiful things take time, and I'd rather it be unbelievably beautiful instead of just a temporary relief.
I like how I just spouted randomness. (Sometimes this is my thought process. A sequence of random thoughts in short bursts, jumping from one thing to the next, sometimes before I had really analyzed the first one.)
I should probably get some sleep. I feel a slight satisfaction now that I have written some of this down.