dont go away..my loovvvee

[_she_slips_away]

I havent updated in quite a while.. So i'll pick up from my last entry.. that very same day i got into a car accident when i went to walmart to get Ilnitzki's folder. Ever since then ive had this weird phobia of cars, so my freedom's put on hold. It sucks, i have no means of transportation unless i mooch a ride from wun of my friends. I guess a lot has changed in the 2 weeks. Im not as content or satasfied... but i guess u can only feel that way for a short time. Life really knows how to drop u on ur ass when u really appreciate it the most..sigh. We have monday off, but i have to work on projs the whole weekend..Johanna and I arent really friends ne more.. she took a waitressing job at Carluchi's and shes been a bit occupied, the time she does have ..is spent with John..actually she works with john too.. They shall get married, ill put money on that. Anyway shes made no attempt to keep wutever close friendship we had, n im assuming thats at the bottom of her list of priorities.. which is cool. Its unusual.. to have a neighbor that u never see..My grades are pretty bad, but im bringing em up i guess.. i have an A in english (ilnitzki) which is the equivalence of a 300 in Dean.. his class is outstandingly easy..n its sad how Mr I is 10 times harder, but i wanna be a journalism major so i suppose it benefits me in the end. Zac n I got into a stupid fight a little more than a week ago.. im overly dramatic; hes been acting weird since. I suppose theres sumtin wrong or he has sum negative thought of me, but hes never been a confrontational person.. so if he did ..he wouldnt tell me. Sigh i feel like crying.. and i forgot to give Ashley her money today. I havent seen Mario in quite a while.. i miss driving at nite with the windows down blaring gwen.. blah it made me relaxed..n now im just really unhappy..and when i annalyze where i am rite now.. it makes me cry

Neway im gonna go shower, find sumtin to wear and do my hair.. Maybe the fone will ring..n ill have sumtin to do tonite.

PS: im plannin to delete the background of this journal OTH depresses me, especially since that bitch left nathan...wut a whore.. she shud die..no jk..but w/e l8er