Feb 06, 2005 00:47
I had a gr8 time with Zac n Leia tonight.. la la la
Out on the front porch,
watching the cars as they go by
(Eighteen blue, twenty one grey)
Looking ahead for the first time that we could drive,
Out on our own,
To speed away
From the sidewalks,
Running away from the streets we knew,
Sidewalks,
Like the time we thought was made for you.
I'm in love with life. I cant wait until we transcend beyond this..get away from our sheltered environment..ya know? I want my life to be amazing; I wanna experience all sorts of things.. I wanna hang onto every night and get caught up in moments that last only a few seconds, but stay in ur memory forever:
° like meetin Zac..n gettin mad at him, becuz he wanted to trade me a pikachu for a level 9884 Charizard. lol (ur such a loser when ur 11) =)
° Puttin Jalepino Cheez Itz in Julies hoodie.. n not knowing it..she put her hood on..n they came pouring down on her head..
° When marguerite put on a hooker dress n walked the streets of my neighborhood.. then peed in front of a house that wuz "under construction"
.. I almost got in trouble wunce..so we stole this lil kids bike.. i got on the pegs..n she pedelled fast..n got me home in time before my dad could yell at me.
° When cindy (lmao) ..got us to go to miami lakes on my birthday.. n we took the wrong road home n ended up at UM.. Marguerites dad wuz yelling at Katie on the fone cuz Marg missed curfew..N zac couldnt stop laughing.. so i had to hold his mouth shut. N Katie managed to get us back to my house in 20 minutes...all the way from miami.
° OPAS!
° N all the times ive had with Zac..days that we'd do practically nothing, n it would seem so insignificant.. but i remember walkin into Ron Jons n lookin at coconut candles.. I remember him convincing me to play Final Fantasy.. n his little narrative stories, that hed make me read. How he use to ask me if he were ugly.. n now he tells me that hes hot lol. It's weird its like ive witnessed him grow up..yet hes still a child.. n maybe his personality and looks have changed, but hes still the same person.. Sometimes we have our drama.. n we stop talkin or we get into sum stupid fight.. but when we're friends again..we're GOOD friends.. n its as if nothing had changed. I love having him in my life.. he puts me in my place.. n keeps me grounded.
I also met sum1 a year ago that makes me truly happy. N becuz of htis ive been able to see myself in a different way.. Im growing up and i love it. i am the happiest ive ever been. I've never been able to say "im truly happy" ..but things have changed for the better. It's amazing wut a year can do.. heh ..all is good