Apr 21, 2005 21:09
Its seems the only blessing i have left is my life...you go through life not knowin wats happening in front of your eyes.and in just one day, one MIn or even one second your whole life jus comes crashing down and you dont know what to do anymore..you come to a point were all you feel is pain and nothing more .you try to hide everything behind a smile but one person can only take so much..i jus want to kno why the ones you keep close to your heart will hurt you the most..i just want to kno that there will be someone there for me and nothin will go wrong i just want someone to talk to about anything..someone to cry to and theyll be there no matter wat...i just want someone who wont hurt me more than i am...in my heart where there was once love is now replaced by some much pain and it hurts so bad...slowly but surley i am fallin apart unable to keep things togather..i miss the person who i used to be always smiling and jus full of so much love but for some reason i just cant find that part of me any more..bUt hey life goes on and there will be so00o much things i wont understand but ill pull through FOr now all i can do is live life to the fullest....RIDe OR DiE For LyFe