too richie! the one im in love with.
baby.
what are you doing?? well i love you soo much. and nothing will ever ever ever change that..and i LOVE being with you. and i am never ever bored with you. and im soo sorry for ever making you mad. and when i do i feel like shit. because i made the one person i love so much mad and hurt you. and then you say stuff that you may and may not mean. and i know it makes me sad or whatever. but i get over it. the whole year and 5 months that weve been like going out and like just being together. i grew closer. way closer. and i trust you with all of my heart. and i know you will be there for me. i can count on you no matter what happens.. i know you love me. and you want to be with me. and same with me. i just love you a lot. and thank you for being there for me when i needed you. and if you ever need somebody to talk to then i am here for you no matter what happens even if we arent good friend's it dont matter. at least ill know i might be able to go to you for comfort and stuff like that. it seems like i can go to you about anything and youll be there for me. and im sorry for every making you mad, jealous, hurt, sad, any of them kind of things.. but really i love you. i may not show it sometimes. but you should know that i love you. and i know that you love me. to tell you the truth the past year and all the months that follow that year. you have become my best friend.. and i feel comfortable around you to tell you just about anything.. ((except my girl problems)) but i still tell you that kind of stuff. so i can warn you when i am about to get moody so you dont get mad at me haha.. we have had a lot of fun everytime we have been together. and i mean yes we have had our ups and downs mostly downs. but we got through them worked things out. i just hope that we can keep doing that. and nothing or anybody will come between us with that. i mean yea youll eventually find a new girlfriend.. and they will replace what i used to be. but i would still like to be in your life and one of your friends or something. i cannot tell you what to do. im not your mom. you have a mind of your own. so im just saying will you promise me that youll always be there for me even if you do fall in love with somebody else? yes i know it kinda makes me sad to think that you are going to fall in love again and find somebody to replace me. but then again i screwed up everything good that was going on in the relationship. i was the one who made all the fights happen i was the one who pissed you off 24/7 and made you upset.. but i am tryin not to let that happen anymore. your the main person i want to see happy. i hate seeing you sad. just because i love you so much it makes me sad also.. well i think i said enough for you to realize how much you mean to me and how much i love you.. so im going to go and ill talk to you later. i love you baby!!