Apr 25, 2005 18:02
well. i havent been in the best mood today. i know it's because the first day apart from you is the hardest. my mind is filled with those memories of only yesterday and all i want to do is go back in time. but you'll be home soon. that's what is pulling me through.
i bought brown nailpolish today. it is kind of weird. but i like it. i need new black nailpolish because mine got all crappy. so if anyone wants to get that for me for my birthday, feel free.
i havent done any homework. nor do i plan on doing any of it. it's all optional anyway. or things that i really "should" do, but won't. who cares anyway. 26 days kids.
last day of economics was today. heck yes. never again. ahh i don't have to go to class at 7:50 in the morning for the next 4 months. and hopefully i'll have a good schedule next year. i'll find that out on may 31st when i r-e-g-i-s-t-e-r for c-o-l-l-e-g-e. eee.
i bought a new ringtone today. i wanted 'lala' but they didnt have it, so i settled for 'peices of me' because ashlee simpson is still amazing. i was debating between a few, but always changed my mind because they didnt really fit. i thought about: 'since you've been gone' but i didnt just break up, 'thriller' but im not from the 80s, 'sweet home alabama' but im not a hick or from alabama, or 'away from the sun' but im not really depressed about life. it's actually about to get really amazing. so. 'peices of me' fit just perfectly.
i actually kind of want 'since you been gone' so maybe i'll splurge a whole $2.50 and get that in a little while. actually, i think mine expires in august. so there yyou go.
check your mail baby. i sent you something today. :)
i still havent unpacked my clothes yet. that's because im lazy and i dont feel like it. i should probably get around to that.
sometimes sprint annoys me.
the last younglife is tonight. to tell you the truth, im not that sad. i didnt go to a whole lot of them. but i did go to at least half. and camp. and campaigners. it'll be weird without it. like, without the option of going. hmph.
i bought a diet coke at the airport, only to realize that i dont really like coke. and diet is not that much better. it actually kind of hurts to drink it because it is so fizzy. so it's still sitting on my desk. only about a quarter of it gone. i should have gotten juice. but i want a coke float tho. shall we attempt round two of that and reverse the order babe?
you're coming home in 12 days and you'll be here for two and a half and that makes me so happy. then you come home for good the day after that. can i tell you how happy that makes me? :) you knowwwwwwww.
prom is in 12 days too. and i get to wear a pretty blue dress and real diamonds. oolala.i.am.excited.
im legal in 18 days. but really it makes no difference. i just don't want the title of being underage. and honestly, im sick of being 17. i feel like a kid. (you know.)
and after all of that. im pretty much just living in the future. which is bad. i should be living every day for every day. but im not. i focus on what's coming, and the milestones that are right around the corner. oh well. in about a week and a half the milestones will be just days apart and it wont be the future so much anymore.
i miss you. i miss everything about you. i want to be away from here.
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