Apr 13, 2005 19:13
-so frustrated and so fucking emo and i have no idea why.
-does anyone else ever have these moments (going from split seconds to hours) where they have the most overwhelming hopelessness about life. i'd never kill myself or do anything like that, but on rare occasion (and a little more frequently now that sam's leaving) i feel so drowned and so depressed sometimes..and just so helplessly alone. but like a really good book says, "no life is ever wasted. the only time we waste is that which we spend thinking we're alone". i know ppl love me and i know the feeling will fade, and that's what keeps me going.
-claudia, i'm sorry our friendship's kinda simmered. i adore you and i understand you a lot more than i always thought i did...but i do, and i miss you. i know, totally random, but it's one of those days.
-i have no idea where my life is going and that's okay...i just want to spend it all with sam. and knowing that he wants to spend it all with me is the best feeling in the world. love is the greatest thing ever.