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-have you ever been so upset at how something turned out that it feels like you can't move? have you ever cried, hurt, and bled for someone you've only known for 3 weeks? someone who doesn't even know your name or how to hold up her own head?
-i love caroline and what she said today, "i wanna pray for brooke because she's the coolest and all this terrible stuff keeps happening to her and her family and she doesn't deserve any of it". and i love desosa and merise and FRENCH and phil and pablo and garcia and every1 who's praying and cares. and i'm sorry if i was an emo kid.
-my brother is the victim of his own actions, but you can't help but feel like he doesn't deserve any of this. he's the best dad i've ever seen and he loves her so much, you can see it in his eyes. for the first time in our lives, he came to me and hugged me and cried on my shoulder and last nite, i crawled into his bed and cried on his. he's made some mistakes, but who hasn't? he has a chance to right everything in his life and the fucking judge took it away.
-that fucking bitch loves it, too. she loves what she's doing to him because he doesn't want to be with her. i can just imagine that fucking smirk on her face when she knew she won. even though she knew that she can't take care of her half as much as we can. and i can't stand the fact that i want to hit her so bad and tell her exactly how FUCKED UP she is for doing this, but i can't, because then i might never see my niece again.
-i hate judges and i hate that heartless bitch and i hate knowing that at any second she can have an episode and sarah could hurt her, but that's not exactly "immediate danger", according to the judge.
-all i know is that i miss her little hand wrapped around my finger and the way my brother looked at her. she's only been here on earth for 3 weeks and i'm in so much pain. this whole situation is so fucked up.
-i love caroline and what she said today, "i wanna pray for brooke because she's the coolest and all this terrible stuff keeps happening to her and her family and she doesn't deserve any of it". and i love desosa and merise and FRENCH and phil and pablo and garcia and every1 who's praying and cares. and i'm sorry if i was an emo kid.
-my brother is the victim of his own actions, but you can't help but feel like he doesn't deserve any of this. he's the best dad i've ever seen and he loves her so much, you can see it in his eyes. for the first time in our lives, he came to me and hugged me and cried on my shoulder and last nite, i crawled into his bed and cried on his. he's made some mistakes, but who hasn't? he has a chance to right everything in his life and the fucking judge took it away.
-that fucking bitch loves it, too. she loves what she's doing to him because he doesn't want to be with her. i can just imagine that fucking smirk on her face when she knew she won. even though she knew that she can't take care of her half as much as we can. and i can't stand the fact that i want to hit her so bad and tell her exactly how FUCKED UP she is for doing this, but i can't, because then i might never see my niece again.
-i hate judges and i hate that heartless bitch and i hate knowing that at any second she can have an episode and sarah could hurt her, but that's not exactly "immediate danger", according to the judge.
-all i know is that i miss her little hand wrapped around my finger and the way my brother looked at her. she's only been here on earth for 3 weeks and i'm in so much pain. this whole situation is so fucked up.