b is for beetchez...
sam is the best person/boyfriend i could ever imagine being with. i indirectly told him something really important and a big deal about me yesterday, and i was scared shitless he might react weird.
i came home to a dozen gorgeooouuussss roses, a teddy bear, and a note that said "to my super awesome girlfriend: i just want to let you know i'm always here for you. love, your super awesome boyfriend" on my doorstep. i cried for like 10 minutes.
cj got accepted to GA Tech!!! yayyyy!
me n sam went to the renaissance marriott hotel pool/jacuzzi to talk for like hours last nite. it was really really nice.
i always thought i was positive about who i could/couldn't trust...i always thought that i was a good judge of character...now i don't know what the hell to think. well, we'll see...
if anyone who reads this prays, please please please pray for my brother. his life is shit right now and there's absolutely nothing i can do for him. i just hate the fact that he got put in this kind of situation and it wasn't me. i'd rather have my brother be the only kid who finishes college and marries and has babies when he has a career and later in life, than me...i guess i feel like he just deserves it more.
my parents are going outta town next week, and i think they're gonna let me stay by myself. i dunno, i'm kinda over the whole idea of having a party and all that gay crap. i just can't wait to have the house to myself, maybe try to be somewhat responsible for once in my life.
i love carrie cabrera so much. i told her how i thought i was gonna die before i went to college and she kept talking about the multitude of people who'd be like destroyed and all the people who'd show up to my funeral and whatnot.
she really helped me sort out some of my issues today, too. she's one of those people who makes me unbearably happy to be alive...so is french...and sam...
CANES GAME TOMORROW...this one's the big mamma jamma...virginia tech's gonna be a toughie, but we make this, WE GO TO THE FRICKIN BCS!!! woot woot!
goin to see west side story with the calamityville cast tomorrow night, and sam possibly. front row baby! we're gonna be so loud and obnoxiously supportive.
i cried today for no good reason...but it wasn't a bad cry. oh, and i cried watching "joan of arc"...i'm filled with freakishly large amounts of estrogen.
i came home to a dozen gorgeooouuussss roses, a teddy bear, and a note that said "to my super awesome girlfriend: i just want to let you know i'm always here for you. love, your super awesome boyfriend" on my doorstep. i cried for like 10 minutes.
cj got accepted to GA Tech!!! yayyyy!
me n sam went to the renaissance marriott hotel pool/jacuzzi to talk for like hours last nite. it was really really nice.
i always thought i was positive about who i could/couldn't trust...i always thought that i was a good judge of character...now i don't know what the hell to think. well, we'll see...
if anyone who reads this prays, please please please pray for my brother. his life is shit right now and there's absolutely nothing i can do for him. i just hate the fact that he got put in this kind of situation and it wasn't me. i'd rather have my brother be the only kid who finishes college and marries and has babies when he has a career and later in life, than me...i guess i feel like he just deserves it more.
my parents are going outta town next week, and i think they're gonna let me stay by myself. i dunno, i'm kinda over the whole idea of having a party and all that gay crap. i just can't wait to have the house to myself, maybe try to be somewhat responsible for once in my life.
i love carrie cabrera so much. i told her how i thought i was gonna die before i went to college and she kept talking about the multitude of people who'd be like destroyed and all the people who'd show up to my funeral and whatnot.
she really helped me sort out some of my issues today, too. she's one of those people who makes me unbearably happy to be alive...so is french...and sam...
CANES GAME TOMORROW...this one's the big mamma jamma...virginia tech's gonna be a toughie, but we make this, WE GO TO THE FRICKIN BCS!!! woot woot!
goin to see west side story with the calamityville cast tomorrow night, and sam possibly. front row baby! we're gonna be so loud and obnoxiously supportive.
i cried today for no good reason...but it wasn't a bad cry. oh, and i cried watching "joan of arc"...i'm filled with freakishly large amounts of estrogen.