i don't know where i'd be, without you here with me...life with you makes perfect sense
erik came to church with me last night. i knew i didn't have feelings for him anymore before he came down, but it just reaffirmed why i stopped talking to him, too. he tells me all the time how much he cares about me, then doesn't realize that saying those things doesn't mean anything if he doesn't show me.
tell me i'm one of the best friends you've had and most important people to you, but then spend time with me when you get home, who cares if i have a boyfriend or not. my boyfriend is an awesome enough guy to understand. so, i've given up on erik completely. i refuse to put in any more effort to talk to him or write him...it's all up to him to save our friendship, cuz i'm done. he's a great guy, but he's just so dumb!
i picked up britt and alex after church, then we went to denny's and I USED MY CREDIT CARD! cheryl got me one and it's super awesome. that's probably the only thing i'll ever buy on it, though, considering i have a deathly phobia of credit cards and the damage they cause. they're like a predator from the depths of the ocean, you have no idea the quickness with which they can strike.
brooke + french = BEST TEAM EVER AT CRANIUM!!!! we totally owned britt and cj...they almost cried, it was greatness! if only we had more gnilleps!!! sam and john were pathetically adorable, though.
french, i'm so glad we spent time together. i love you soooooooo much!
i never wanted sam to go home last night. we ended up just driving around to make the time go by slower, neither of us wanted to go home. i just love being with him, it's something i've never ever felt before. he's the most awesome guy ever.
we stayed up till like 3:30 talking about anything and it was one of the best conversations i've ever had. he has no idea how happy he makes me, it's almost unbearable, lol.
i've never been able to trust a guy like i trust sam. it's just something about the way he looks at me...and talks to me, i just know he'd never purposely hurt me. wow, i sound like such a frickin queerduck, so that's my cue to end this beast, before cheesy harp music and pianos start playing in the background.
tell me i'm one of the best friends you've had and most important people to you, but then spend time with me when you get home, who cares if i have a boyfriend or not. my boyfriend is an awesome enough guy to understand. so, i've given up on erik completely. i refuse to put in any more effort to talk to him or write him...it's all up to him to save our friendship, cuz i'm done. he's a great guy, but he's just so dumb!
i picked up britt and alex after church, then we went to denny's and I USED MY CREDIT CARD! cheryl got me one and it's super awesome. that's probably the only thing i'll ever buy on it, though, considering i have a deathly phobia of credit cards and the damage they cause. they're like a predator from the depths of the ocean, you have no idea the quickness with which they can strike.
brooke + french = BEST TEAM EVER AT CRANIUM!!!! we totally owned britt and cj...they almost cried, it was greatness! if only we had more gnilleps!!! sam and john were pathetically adorable, though.
french, i'm so glad we spent time together. i love you soooooooo much!
i never wanted sam to go home last night. we ended up just driving around to make the time go by slower, neither of us wanted to go home. i just love being with him, it's something i've never ever felt before. he's the most awesome guy ever.
we stayed up till like 3:30 talking about anything and it was one of the best conversations i've ever had. he has no idea how happy he makes me, it's almost unbearable, lol.
i've never been able to trust a guy like i trust sam. it's just something about the way he looks at me...and talks to me, i just know he'd never purposely hurt me. wow, i sound like such a frickin queerduck, so that's my cue to end this beast, before cheesy harp music and pianos start playing in the background.