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This trip is not what I thought it would be so far *sighs* I'm not having the fun I should be having, I guess I got only me to blame... well me and a motherfucking asshole that makes the life of 2 of my friends miserable *nods*
Tammy, I'm sorry if I was too damn rude to you tonight, I never intended to shout at you but my anger comes out of my love for you and my need to know you are and will be alright, girl.
I guess you know where I was aiming to with my words, if I did hurt you I'm gonna make it up to you somehow even if I have to pay with my own blood to do it, I don't mind, right now I don't mind a damn thing but keeping my friends safe and sound.
I have reached the point where I don't longer matter to myself anymore, I'm hating the fool I've become, a fool out of love that has to run to stop the pain but still a fool anyways.
Thanks for sticking by me tonight even if the water of the pool was ice cold *laughs softly*
That was really relaxing though and I guess we both needed it and besides you know I was right, fooling around the hotel in pijamas and robes was fun, silly but fun, we should that more often. *giggles a bit*
Well, for those that are interested in knowing, Tamyra and I spent our first day in London basically sightseing, went to Damon's Dad Art Gallery among other stuff and have all the intention to go back and get some of the stuff there for ourselves, it was a very interesting and full-filling walk that one.
Other than that when Tammy hasn't been around I just stayed at the hotel playing my old guitar and writing more stuff for the record.
Till the next update and HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE !!!
P.S. Alex: sorry I didn't call, but as you can see I landed ok and everything will work out fine in the end.
Tammy, I'm sorry if I was too damn rude to you tonight, I never intended to shout at you but my anger comes out of my love for you and my need to know you are and will be alright, girl.
I guess you know where I was aiming to with my words, if I did hurt you I'm gonna make it up to you somehow even if I have to pay with my own blood to do it, I don't mind, right now I don't mind a damn thing but keeping my friends safe and sound.
I have reached the point where I don't longer matter to myself anymore, I'm hating the fool I've become, a fool out of love that has to run to stop the pain but still a fool anyways.
Thanks for sticking by me tonight even if the water of the pool was ice cold *laughs softly*
That was really relaxing though and I guess we both needed it and besides you know I was right, fooling around the hotel in pijamas and robes was fun, silly but fun, we should that more often. *giggles a bit*
Well, for those that are interested in knowing, Tamyra and I spent our first day in London basically sightseing, went to Damon's Dad Art Gallery among other stuff and have all the intention to go back and get some of the stuff there for ourselves, it was a very interesting and full-filling walk that one.
Other than that when Tammy hasn't been around I just stayed at the hotel playing my old guitar and writing more stuff for the record.
Till the next update and HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE !!!
P.S. Alex: sorry I didn't call, but as you can see I landed ok and everything will work out fine in the end.