May 18, 2005 16:20
my baby is moving away. i am so depressed all the time now like i can't even think. i want to spend all the time i can with simon. but i also don't want to be extremly close because then i will die when he moves to fucking TEXAS. not even a different city but a whole different state. and he will come out for the summers and everything but i will miss him terribly all the time. i love him with all my heart and i always will. simon i could never forget you. after all we have been through i can't believe we are being forced to say goodbye tho. it FUCKING SUCKS. because i FUCKING LOVE you! ugh! ur amazing and i never want to let you go! and i realize we are probably going to break up when u move. and i hate that thought. and i want it out of my head completely. but its all i think about. because this relationship is one of the most important things to me. ever. in my whole life. (besides for pink gumballs we get from blockbuster for a quarter those come pretty damn close babe) lol. kidding.
i love u with all my heart.
hugs and kisses times a million,
~*Kiley*~