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It's werid to think how so much stuff can occur with ever knowing it. We're all away at school and if you don't take the time to keep in touch with all your friends it seems like you have no idea who they are anymore. It was refreshing and a great feeling to talk to kristin again. Regardless of the fact i IMed her when i was feelin a lil gone. It's like with out making effort to keep in touch, you just lose all touch. The world just keeps happening with out you in it. A little hello, how are you doing turns into hour long conversations just to keep in touch with everything that is happening around you. Ive gotten so wrapped up in everything with my grandma, school, and partying that i feel like ive lost that touch on reality that there are people who i want to see, visit, talk to, but always to busy for. So I'm going to make the effort! I'm going to try and get back into those lives i've def. been away from for awhile. Friends are a special gift, and I realize it. (wow that was just deep to me)
So my life is hectic. It seems like the days just fly by and i have no time to enjoy or even do everything i need to accomplish. I just want spring to come already! It's only been like a month since ive seen some of my friends and i already miss them like WOAH. I'm already trying to make plans to visit people.
"im so tired of playing this game" it seems like everything i think ive got something good going something comes around and pushs me back down to make me feel like crap. I dont understand why i can't just be happy with out a catch. People walk over me and i'm pretty sure i have a sign on me that says "wipe feet here." And its because that's the type of person i am. i dont stick up for myself and i dont speak my feelings. It's all weird and crazy and I wish i was different so my feelings wouldn't always be shit on. Oh well, my motto is "shit happens" and it isn't the best motto, but i guess i have to try and get over it and just keep this shit inside so i dont have to deal anymore with feeling crappy when people walk on me w/o even noticing.
i'm the perminate floor mate, i have to except my role and deal with it.
So my life is hectic. It seems like the days just fly by and i have no time to enjoy or even do everything i need to accomplish. I just want spring to come already! It's only been like a month since ive seen some of my friends and i already miss them like WOAH. I'm already trying to make plans to visit people.
"im so tired of playing this game" it seems like everything i think ive got something good going something comes around and pushs me back down to make me feel like crap. I dont understand why i can't just be happy with out a catch. People walk over me and i'm pretty sure i have a sign on me that says "wipe feet here." And its because that's the type of person i am. i dont stick up for myself and i dont speak my feelings. It's all weird and crazy and I wish i was different so my feelings wouldn't always be shit on. Oh well, my motto is "shit happens" and it isn't the best motto, but i guess i have to try and get over it and just keep this shit inside so i dont have to deal anymore with feeling crappy when people walk on me w/o even noticing.
i'm the perminate floor mate, i have to except my role and deal with it.