an update of my happenings
I've noticed I've been going through these long blocks with writing, and it's really starting to piss me off. Maybe it's my own indirect way maintaining emotional stability (as if that were such an easy process). I find that writing tends to lead me into over-analyzation, and lately I haven't had much time to deal with that. I've picked up a second job, so hopefully things will even out soon financially. Saturday night there was a party at our place and craziness ensued. Cory (a freind of Ian's from Wisconsin) ended up passing out early and his face ended up getting marked up... good times! We took several hilarious pictures throughout the night, but unfortunately I can't post them until I find the plug attachment thing that came with my camera.
For the first time in a little over 2 years (about how long Jason and I were together for), I've asked for (and recieved) numbers from two dudes I've been eyeing for awhile- I'm quite pleased. No relationships wanted, of course! I laugh at the idea of that happening- NOT going through that shit again. I just want to have some fun, socialize, no strings attached... all that fun stuff. I could give a rat's ass if that sounds bad, as anyone who knows me knows that I'm a pretty logical, careful person, even when I'm socializing and partying and whatnot. I've been through so much shit with Jason and otherwise that I need to concentrate on not letting people sway my emotions and making me expect things that aren't bound to happen. This attitude has been making me feel stronger and more confident than usual lately. Now let's just see where that takes me...
For the first time in a little over 2 years (about how long Jason and I were together for), I've asked for (and recieved) numbers from two dudes I've been eyeing for awhile- I'm quite pleased. No relationships wanted, of course! I laugh at the idea of that happening- NOT going through that shit again. I just want to have some fun, socialize, no strings attached... all that fun stuff. I could give a rat's ass if that sounds bad, as anyone who knows me knows that I'm a pretty logical, careful person, even when I'm socializing and partying and whatnot. I've been through so much shit with Jason and otherwise that I need to concentrate on not letting people sway my emotions and making me expect things that aren't bound to happen. This attitude has been making me feel stronger and more confident than usual lately. Now let's just see where that takes me...