Christmas
*sighs* well its almost here....X-mas is on the way and im waiting for the jollyness to come and keep me company lol man its so sad this Christmas i dont know why, man im so nervous about school and being a complete stupid ugly loser all alone in the school like a drunk bum lol ohhhh mannnnn i dont wanna go!!!! *sniffel* the stupid dog is all licking my leg all gross lol *yawn* humm i dont really know what to right lol i was reading other peoples journal and i thought i should do mine and i am lol man in chruch i dont know what the hell was wrong with me i think its a sign im gunna die or that i dunno but in chruch all the people there were like hi Rebecca and Wow Rebecca u look so nice and Merry Christma Rebecca and then we were singing and i wanted to cry! yeah my eyes got watery and i wasmad and sad and i dont know i think its cuz i havent taken my Prozac in a while lol side effects maybe lol but it was just sooo werid.hum then i was reading Rosas journal and shes right its weather to be all cuddly and stuff like that and it suckz when u dont have someone all i have is the stupid vute little puppy asleep on my lap lol how sad is that man.....aww and Rosa is all playing in the snow and i wanna move back and i wanna play in the snow!!!! lol oki well Merry Christmas everyone and i hope its a happy one and i love you all buh bye *muah* TTFN ta ta for now!