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dear depression
did you not ruin my life 2 years ago? because im thinking you did. and im thinking you dont need to again. please stop making your ranom visits longer and longer each time. and pretend you dont know that im so weak that i can succumb to it. i dont like wanting to do nothing but sit in my room and stare at walls. so please dont make me. please stop reminding me that im ugly, fat, and alone. please stop reminding me that the only person i was in love with hurt me emotionally and physically. please stop making me realize my busted lip everytime i even glance in a mirror. please stop making all my friends your friends. please stop sabotaging my latin and chemistry grades. please stop making me feel worthless. because im not. i can't be. im worth something to someone, i have to be. please stop making me want boys that i can never, EVER have. please stop making my hands shake at night.
please stop making tears an hourly visit again.
please
did you not ruin my life 2 years ago? because im thinking you did. and im thinking you dont need to again. please stop making your ranom visits longer and longer each time. and pretend you dont know that im so weak that i can succumb to it. i dont like wanting to do nothing but sit in my room and stare at walls. so please dont make me. please stop reminding me that im ugly, fat, and alone. please stop reminding me that the only person i was in love with hurt me emotionally and physically. please stop making me realize my busted lip everytime i even glance in a mirror. please stop making all my friends your friends. please stop sabotaging my latin and chemistry grades. please stop making me feel worthless. because im not. i can't be. im worth something to someone, i have to be. please stop making me want boys that i can never, EVER have. please stop making my hands shake at night.
please stop making tears an hourly visit again.
please