what goes through my head in a second..
im cold im going to go insane one day you made me push away everyone close to me i hate this town more then anything i dont get upset stomachs when i drink anymore i can open up to anyone if you can hurt me anyone who im close to can your the only one i can trust with everything i get away with everything i dont know what i want anymore being at work makes me happy ive never kept to myself so much im scared my body is rotting i have so much to accomplish im going to go insane one day im sick of letting people walk all over me if i dont like you i wont prentend i do anymore theres too much in my body to take care of i am so worn down by words im scared of everything i never used to care about that stuff i used to care way way more then i dont really anymore for the first time i dont know i dont know what i want next i complain to much but i dont mean to its somthing to talk about i forget everything now what im thinking never comes out of my mouth right i just started to stutter it happens when im in school and at work if im uncomfortable i dont act like myself somthing always hurts your not supposed to feel your brain but i get pains inside my head i changed my mind about things everyone makes bad decisions that affect me when i do nothing wrong im going to go insane one day..