5 seconds
*...no i swear this isn't love streaming from the corners of my eyes, these are just the salty waves that you've caused with all of your huffing and professing my beauty...*
I'm trying so hard not to get my hopes up, that never seems to end well, but hey ya never know.
im hoping that karma doesnt come back to bite me in the ass, and im trying to be good.
//i have dreams every night that you're dead and i wake up in a cold sweat, every night hitting my head on the wall that i cant get over and away from you're blue eyes
i feel so much older than i did last year, but its still just the same bullshit happening over and over, and looking at all of the people around me, even adults, im afraid that none of us will ever grow up--
sometimes i really do think that im smart
_-_i only find comfort in the knowledge that ive waited for you and my heart's blead through the tune of all the other girls who didnt know what they had _ i should deserve something after all this time _--
i want to have a boyfriend and spend all of my time with him then look around me and wonder where all of my old friends are. i want to blame everyone else when i lose everything because i was too blinded by love to see that once you lose some things, there's no getting them back, things like a friendship. no seriously,im not being sarcastic, i want that.
why cant you see that your touch is all i need. i really hope *you*re missing *me*
I'm trying so hard not to get my hopes up, that never seems to end well, but hey ya never know.
im hoping that karma doesnt come back to bite me in the ass, and im trying to be good.
//i have dreams every night that you're dead and i wake up in a cold sweat, every night hitting my head on the wall that i cant get over and away from you're blue eyes
i feel so much older than i did last year, but its still just the same bullshit happening over and over, and looking at all of the people around me, even adults, im afraid that none of us will ever grow up--
sometimes i really do think that im smart
_-_i only find comfort in the knowledge that ive waited for you and my heart's blead through the tune of all the other girls who didnt know what they had _ i should deserve something after all this time _--
i want to have a boyfriend and spend all of my time with him then look around me and wonder where all of my old friends are. i want to blame everyone else when i lose everything because i was too blinded by love to see that once you lose some things, there's no getting them back, things like a friendship. no seriously,im not being sarcastic, i want that.
why cant you see that your touch is all i need. i really hope *you*re missing *me*